long time no see

Yo, I'm back after a long time. I know I haven't been updating regularly, but then I don't feel like writing in here often, so... ...haix, I'm feeling rather down. The test results were not up to expectations, and so far, I'm gotten 2 Cs, 1 B and 2 As, what the hell...the last thing I want to get is a C, yet I got 2. I know I should be thankful that I didn't fail any subject (yet), but thess pathetic results are pulling my L1R5 down, and I want a 6. Think I'll depend on my music just for now...sigh...

Well, I'll try to find some time to blog in here, because all my feelings are being bottled up in me. The different colours of emotions are being squashed together in a bottle hidden deep in my heart, and most are fiery balls of red, orange and yellow...think I'll explode any time...

Going back to Changkat today...

I went back to Changkat today with Qi Qin, Yue Yang and Zhong Ting. We met Diin, Shawn, Nuriman, Melissa and Willfred, haha...Still can't believe Zhong Ting is in IP Temasek, so damn impossible...haix...Then this idiotic security guard chased us out, so me, Melissa, Yue Yang, Diin and Zhong Ting went to Eastpoint where we met Guan Wei, Yi Shu, Yi Jun, Liye and some other ex-Changkat sec 1s. Can't believe Diin and Zhong Ting have grown so tall--Zhong Ting is around the same height as me, Diin is taller than me...argh...boys grow at around this age...sigh...We were talking about other 6A classmates and laughing. Haix, when I told them my cousin put herself as 54, male, from Zimbabwe, they were laughing like lunatics. Diin even choked in his drink from laughing! Really, Helen, if you ever read this, I must say you really are MAD. She said it was to "spice up the details", what the hell...

So, Lunar New Year is coming tomorrow, and I'm so looking forward to playing X-box at my grandmother's. I'm NOT looking forward to wearing that Japanese schoolgirl skirt of mine, but it seems that I have no choice...*shakes head* But who says I can't look forward to eating all the goodies and bak gwa? *mischievous grin* Relax, I won't fall sick then miss the workshop by Hardy Mertens on Friday--at most don't play my instrument lor...

To all my friends and relatives out there, I wish you a HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!! Yeah!!!!

Welcome Party

The Welcome Party yesterday was fun and also disgustingly so, how ironic. We were tortured by Mervin and Jeryl at their station--it looked as if it was an obstacle course for the army. I was lucky I am thin, because we had to crawl underneath the low benches which some people couldn't do it in the fitness park...

I couldn't believe how much I stank after all the stations, and my mum's mood was not better too. Urgh, being a group leader is still a torture...but at least I enjoyed myself thoroughly, although there were some misunderstandings which I had to go through...

I realised I found true courage yesterday, although it paid a price. Well, I don't really want to talk about it because it was a painful experience, but if I don't say, the truth will never be known. You know Andrew was really angry about someone who wetted the stadium floor, and you know that he said someone confessed to him about it. Alright, I was the one who "confessed" to him. Why I added "" is because I didn't do it. Yes, I was holding a water gun, and yes, I did shoot, but I never shot the middle of the stadium. But seeing Andrew so angry about it, I went to tell him I did it. Yue Yang and Qiu Jun accompanied me to tell him after the bandship dance.

You might want to know why I did it. Well, it's because I don't want Andrew angrier that no one "confessed" to him. I'm saving the whole band from punishment, and I guess the band already has its fair share of his temper. Yue Yang said he felt bad about me having to "confess" to something I didn't do, but what else could I do? After all, it's the Welcome Party, and it's supposed to be a jolly ocassion.

I don't want to talk about it any longer, I shall stop here for now...