I give up.

I'm NOT going to burden myself with things I shouldn't even be thinking of now. It's so troublesome I want to tear them out and disintegrate them.

I thought I let go of such...things. I didn't expect them to come back. Even if they're different, the root seems to be the same.

I don't know. I don't know anymore. Get me out from this hellhole, or I'll fight my way out myself.

Looking at the template of my own blog, it makes me wonder how come I've never really picked up css last time when the codes I see are so familiar to me now. Perhaps I should start learning photoshop and put my CS4 to good use so that I can try making my first shimeji someday.

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My actual work starts now. Got my license key to activate the integrator, installed the open source stuff, and now I'm to enhance Rebecca's work. I'm trying to recall my DB work - apparently she hasn't learnt DB yet, no wonder it's looping and it's kinda slow. Hmm, time to recall some work =3

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Tezuka's new single!!!! =3

Kagrra lives through its music

Spamming Kagrra songs for the whole week. Isshi's voice has never been more beautiful. And kami-sama, it's RAINING today.

It's so sad, but at the same time, it makes me ponder how much Kagrra has influenced me. I only picked up Kagrra in April or May, and my first song was Utakata. Till now it has been my favourite song. I like Satsuki, Urei and Shigatsu Tsuitachi too, but Utakata holds a special place. In the meantime, I'm discovering other songs that may make it to my favourite list.

"Death is the beginning of eternity." Well said, Isshi. We'll always miss you.

Kagrra will live through its music. That's how music lives on, even if the musicians are long gone.

(Ironic that in the songlist meme I did, my 'funeral song' was Urei.)

'The oni took Isshi back home.' I like this sentence. It's so bittersweet. I even got a mental imagery which made me smile somewhat.

Isshi.....T______T

Isshi passed away last week, 18 July.

http://kagrra.livejournal.com/513842.html#cutid1

OMG devastated. I JUST KNEW KAGRRA A FEW MONTHS BACK T_______________T

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Well well, now we know who Desmond is in a relationship with. =3 I asked. Amos and Joan confirmed.

I'm sorry I'm insensitive and dense at such things >.< I won't know if a guy likes me until he tells me straight, and even then I'll probably go "huh?" But yeah, I'm amused how many couples VAS is churning out.

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No I do NOT want a fanclub that involved getting me to cos female characters with long hair, or any long-haired characters in general. Sad fate we have, Aisu. Aisu has a harem, and I have a fanclub. wut. It's make-believe, but still....there're both male AND female members in said club. OTL

Chesha neko

It's awkward when people keep commenting how pretty Chesha neko was. Does that mean long-haired characters will always be pretty? And short-haired characters will always be cool? =.= Then I want the cool side, haha.

But I kinda got what Amorn meant by being both pretty and cool at the same time. Shoujo manga bishounen fitting that description do exist. Personal preference will be Hiwatari Satoshi, and otome game boys like Hakuouki (Saitou, I'm looking at you). =D But...Chesha neko?

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I feel so useful this week. Learning how to operate php and css, and recalling MySQL. Maybe if I've the time after my project is completed, I'll learn C++ and C#.

Camellia Kaito - TENTATIVE

I've decided to put Camellia Kaito under tentative. Condition: if I can learn to use the sewing machine to sew a coat at least. I'm NOT handsewing a coat, wtf, let alone a long one that Camellia Kaito has.

Unless you tell me that I can spend $30 to get that long coat from taobao or something (imagine 3 yards of white plus inner layer. It'll cost me more than $30 for sure, plus the amount of time to make it. Wow, I'll keel over and die), I'll not buy one. Best if I can borrow...oh well...as for the vest, I will sew it.

Hmm, but if I can sew one nicely, I can consider making Tsugai Kogarashi costume myself. Hmm, after Ao, I'll see if I can try making Tsugai Kogarashi costume. And Ikki's vest =3

Gakuen Hetalia first - those pants, must do. Photoshoot at ADM - want XD But I wonder if we can split up to save time. I can only make it in the evening after all, if you consider using after school time.

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I just found out another way of making boot covers for shoes of the same colour as the material. I shall test that method for Tsugai. No zips needed.

Camellia

Camellia Kaito, for EOY? O_O Yu are fast orz. I'm destined to cos Kaito one way or another, wut. First, a tentative Tsugai Kogarashi (Arts Fiesta?), next a tentative Synchronicity, now a Camellia Kaito. The only pictures I manage to find are from one cosplayer on DA, and partly because I like them.

Oh, here's the, ah, vocaloid Camellia team or whatever.

http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v631/Cleacn/Costume%20Pic/MIKU01.jpg

Well well, looking at the costume, I have the basic layout - black pants, black shirt, black shoes/boots, blue contact lenses. White coat....anyone has one? I'm NOT tailoring it. I'd rather make it or get from taobao - not gonna spend so much money on this because I'm very broke. effing lab coat...The striped vest....I'll sew it by hand if that's the last thing I do. And because my mum's already going wtf at the sheer number of clothes I suddenly have. All from cosplay. I hope I can borrow a Kaito wig - so many Kaitos around, surely someone can lend me? XD And of course I will make that blue rose myself.

Look at how cosplay is making me think of saving money as much as possible. Now someone please teach me how to use a sewing machine. Mum knows, but we NEED to get one first.

Instead of learning how to cook, I'm learning how to make my own clothes. Wow...

What to do with Cheshire's coat....I want to reuse it for Renzou's blazer, haha. No idea when's the Ao shoot though - maybe next year? *shrugs*

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Dance choreographer. Uta puri.

I snorted.

I'd rather watch MMD. Or nico nico daiga.

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I made some nice blunders today. But it turned out well in the end ^^

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Wow, Kaede really developed NEXT powers when Kotetsu's own powers are declining. I read some discussion about this, coz Legend's powers faded and Yuri's developed. And Legend is Yuri's dad. Wow. Just, wow. TRAIN HER TO CONTROL HER POWERS 8D

Are You Alice?

I give up.

I can't do yaoi shoots , especially directed by a photographer. Uwa, so awkward. Seme or not, I do have my own ways of showing who's boss.

Hint hint/ teasing, however, is fine. I'm supposed to be a playful character after all. Teasers should remain as teasers, haha. And I think, those tiny hints are way cuter. Like, it makes you d'aww~

Second shoot will be indoors. Maybe December? Saa...I'm free any Saturday, so yeah.

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NEED TO MAKE K'RIK. I'm itching for some prop-making before STGCC. I don't care if I have to go someone's house after work (yeah, starting August I'll be busy.) My timeslot's taken by another student, a Chinese learning grade 8. Ganbatte. With her, and your own hardwork, you can easily get distinction for Grade 8 =3 Really, I'm not kidding. But you have to enjoy what you're playing though, otherwise it won't work.

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Koi dano Ai dano is another manga I'm looking forward to. Naedoko and Tsubaki are damn cute, especially how dense Naedoko is. I like how unique she is.

Akiko Shikata lyrics

I swear I'll learn as much as possible, then spam the whole lot of them at karaoke. Nick said DAM's updated, or is it DAM at Cash Studios, haha. But the next time I can go is....I don't know.

I want to sing Sakurane badly.

But I'm kinda broke.
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Shin: 18
Ikki: 22
Kent: 25
Toma: 20

LOL. Unfortunately, while our Kent is the oldest, our Toma is in fact the youngest. Ikki here is the second youngest, making me perfect for Toma. But nah, I'm sticking with Ikki.

Routines

It's become a routine for me to say "no one around?" on skype. Everyone really isn't around in the day, no matter their statuses. Status is a lie.

Like how I always appear offline to everyone simply because I don't wish to be disturbed. Then again, I rarely went on MSN except to check email.

No wonder it decided that payback is a bitch, and screwed up on my laptop. *bares teeth in retaliation*

And lately, I don't see a lot of people at night either....or maybe it's because I'm forced to sleep early due to work. I swear it's becoming a routine to try to force my eyes open after lunch. Gotta find something to do to keep myself awake...

I'll be busy sewing boot covers at home anyway. I barely started sewing yesterday....

I swear, at this rate, I'll be "happily" sewing different boot cover patterns to wear for CNY instead of just cosplays. I could try making shoe covers too....hmm....

Facebook fics

I practically abandoned Tenipuri Facebook =.= I should get back to writing, even though I kinda lost inspiration for it......oh well.....the next person on my list is actually Niou, but I can't think of anything....urgh...already lost the fandom....think I better get back to it....

If I get any inspiration for writing more Facebook fics, I'll post the story up. Most likely KHR or Ao no Exorcist. But I need the character data first. And time, duh.

Facebook fics bandwagon. LOL I wonder who started it....*whistles* If anything, I started the ball rolling with Tenipuri Facebook before Facebook's popularity boomed.

So of course, if I were to write more Facebook fics, it'll be MY style. No bullshit about plagiarism if anyone reviews *points to year of Tenipuri Facebook publication* In fact, I should be the one claiming originality rights, even if I haven't updated in more than a year.........kidding kidding. I'm more amused by that than anything ^^

My projects (yes, I've TWO major ones, both to do with the same thing) will start soon after I get the required materials. Finally I have admin rights, and can now access the stuff I need to use.

Ya think I'll have time to do what I want? Well, besides listening to music and skype, I doubt I've much time to do anything else. I'll spend the rest of the week reading the help (damn, I WANT to get down to work. I like to experiment with unfamiliar things, especially if it's something I have to know how to do. Just reading won't get me anywhere, even if I do enjoy reading)

I finally managed to install Joker no Kuni no Alice. Now waiting for Clover to finish...and Souten no Kanata...

Not the I've the time to play orz. This week is a busy week. *nod*

Tomorrow is Wednesday. That just means three days to learn php and integrator.

WoF game reviews

http://sandeian.wordpress.com/

Otome and BL (wtf) game reviews by someone with a potty mouth. Just take it with a pinch of salt. I don't mind reading reviews.

http://otomediary.wordpress.com/tag/wand-of-fortune/

Anything to help me understand the story better, since I don't own a PSP.

Let's see....

WOF II anyone? We already have Est and Alvaro, maybe a Julius if Grace wants to take part. Probably for 2013? LOL funny how I'll still be considering cosplay even after graduation, haha. Just lesser teams and lesser time. But I might stop when I reach 30 - can't pull off a teenage bishie no matter what. My features would have matured by then, I think. If anyone says I look 20+ even at 30, I'll go O_o Ikki is 22 even if he doesn't look it.

Music musings

I got the opportunity to sit in a violin rehearsal in my school yesterday, playing Canon in D with the teacher as the piano accompanist. Since it was the final rehearsal before the actual performance on Saturday (mine's on Sunday, urgh. At least I'm playing before Weilin. The calm before the storm, haha XD), I refrained from commenting about the blending of tone and all that. Just reminded them that the song is very popular, so try to add emotion to your playing. At least look like you're enjoying the piece, dammit.

One thing I learnt about students - few enjoy what they're playing. Despite the slight stumbles, yesterday's A2 was the most relaxed I ever heard from my student. Of course I like it - be comfortable with what you're playing! I had experience, I know what it feels like to enjoy what you're doing.

Surprisingly I wasn't that nervous yesterday when I played for Mandy, not even when I stumbled at the parts I always stumble no matter who I play for -.-" My beginning is always the best, but I need to keep it up throughout the whole song man. If anything most would have seen my name on the results slip still pasted on the wall; even after 2 years it's still there...you know how high the pressure is?

I am proud of the results, but it was really a stroke of luck. I was busy working and attending extra lessons during that period of time, and spent every opportunity at home practising. But I don't wish to prepare for music exams anymore - I'd rather prepare for a mini-performance XD Weilin's next possible task is Fantasie Impromptu, while mine is probably Allegro Barbaro....if I ever come back for lessons. I gave up Fantasie Impromptu to her. I gave up Pathetique to her and picked my forte, never regretted it, and I've no qualms doing it again.

After my last lesson, I'll practise Allegro Barbaro to the best of my abilities, learn Magnet, and start arranging the songs I want to arrange. I won't abandon the piano and let my skills depreciate. And I want to play the full Pagodes. I had to cut some parts for the performance =.=

Undertaker

This pose is damn cool. Really. UNDERTAKER~!!!

SO BISHIE. Three Kuroshitsuji characters I think I can cos: Lau (it's YUSA. I get his characters most of the time), Ronald Knox (megane Shinigami, what's not to love?) and Undertaker. All three are psycho in a way, but Undertaker, that last image in the manga chapter, stole my breath away.

Except that I hate painting my nails and growing them out. I'll never paint my nails. I don't mind sticking fake nails on, but painting them...urgh, I'll remove them immediately after the event man (apprehensive about cosing Alvaro, Kaito and Undertaker already =.= Thank goodness they're only tentative...)

I once read somewhere, an innocuous shoujo manga, that the boy observed, "Senpai, you play the piano don't you? Your fingernails are short." Yeah, pianists do keep their fingernails short, but some keep them long (like Candice-senpai. "So that I can get a manicure." Haha, but she loves the piano too. I swear, she, Cliff and Steph are the few piano enthusiasts that I know of. Kai, Kengyi, Gillian and I can't even compare, haha.)

Okay, when I get back home, it's the usual Monday activities, then I'll start on my bootcovers. I'll have to get the zips from Chinatown and sew them on...

Hakuouki OVA

OVA「薄桜鬼 雪華録」PV(OP)


So pretty *___*

♥

I like the ED. And Yoshioka Aika for OP again, haha. I'm sorry, I don't want any other singer to replace her for Hakuouki OP songs. I'm used to mao too, but it's nice to listen to other singers sometimes haha...

Heart no Kuni No Alice

W.T.F.

I found the song I want by Shikata Akiko. Akakakushi 朱隠し



I don't like BL, but somehow I like the traditional feel of this game. It's very nice.

lyrics
http://xdmhy.info/read.php?tid-1454353-fpage-4.html

志方あきこ is probably he next artiste I'm adding to my list. Akakakushi stole my breath. I listened to her other songs. I like her music style. Moreover, I can sing her pitch.


Hmm...*looks through DAM*


http://www.clubdam.com/app/leaf/artistKaraokeLeaf.do?artistCode=337413

Here's the list. Gillian, next karaoke we have new songs to sing =D

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Oh shit, what am I thinking...I suddenly thought of cosplaying Akaya Akayashi Ayakashino...because with a horrible thought, I saw that those boys are thin...=.= My first yaoi cosplay is Togainu no Chi, courtesy of Shin-kun because I recruited her to Amnesia, so I'm to return her a favour. Fair enough o_O

I wanna cos Tsugai Kogarashi....

30 Day Hetalia Challenge

1. Your favorite character - Sweden or Denmark
2. Your least favorite character - Italy
3. Character you’d date - Sweden or Norway
4. Character you’d like to go shopping with - Japan
5. Character you’d like as your child - Switzerland or Iceland
6. Character who would probably be your rival - Austria
7. Character you have most in common with - Austria and Hungary
8. Character you look like the most - Hong Kong
9. Character you’d bring home to your parents - Sweden
10. Character you’d never bring home to your parents - Prussia
11. Character you’d become best friends with - Denmark
12. Character with your favorite voice/seiyuu - Japan
13. Character you’d go camping with - Norway
14. Character you wouldn’t mind being roommates with - Greece or Iceland
15. Character you’d want to cook for you - Japan
16. Character you wouldn’t mind prancing naked for you - Greece
17. Your OTP - SuDen
18. Character you wouldn’t mind having as a parent - Hungary
19. Character you’d like to go karaoke with - Japan
20. Character you wouldn’t mind having as your butler/maid - Belarus
21. Character you’d have in your party if you were in a RPG - Estonia
22. Another OTP of yours - DenSu
23. Your favorite character of the opposite gender of #1 - Hungary
24. Character with your favorite uniform/outfit - Norway
25. Character who would be your band-mate if you were in a band - Austria or Japan
26. Character you wouldn’t mind having as your boss - Finland
27. Character you wouldn’t want to run into in a dark alley - England
28. Character you’d want personified into a dog - Germany
29. Character you’d want personified into a cat - Greece
30. Character you’d want to cosplay as - Norway

drama CDs

http://o-sweet-voices-o.blogspot.com/

Perfect site for drama CDs reviews. And eye candy CD covers to look at.

Going to listen to Kannou Jikan when I can. Though there be warnings, like how....ero it can be. Saa, I can't understand much Japanese, so it probably won't affect me at all XD

But it just means I need a good pair of headphones. I want to get headphones with a mic too, so that I don't have to keep relying on my laptop's mic which is so bloody sensitive I keep getting background noises. It's for gaming purposes and skype chat.

3D > 2D?

Sakia and I were discussing 3D > 2D, and we talked about obsession over characters. Hmm, my first obsession was Hiwatari Satoshi, then Byakuya and Tezuka. They still hold a place in my otaku heart, because I've made room for Hakuouki boys.

Amnesia, my new love after Hakuouki. And the game isn't even out yet. I still love Hakuouki - the artbooks are too pretty to resist - but there are so many otome games out there to choose. Usually I love those with good plot and good art.

I promised Kei I'd do megane!Ikki next year for a mini shoot at the chalet. Anyway megane!Ikki is beautiful to look at. ^^ I hope I can get nice pictures off Amnesia, haha. Photoshoot before Cosfest'12 yes/yes?

Awake

http://neyomi.wordpress.com/category/lyric-translations/satsuki-translations/

Awake is nice. Awake Upper Region is nice too.

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I knew watching Marasy videos isn't a good thing - they inspire me too much. Now I want to rush home and print out sheet music, maybe Magnet. I don't know if there's Migikata no Chou, I KNOW there isn't Bad Apple (I'll stare at his hands everyday if that's the last thing I do), and I think I'll dig out more sheet music to learn.

I haven't decided if I want to join the Touhou team (most likely not) but I tell you, I'd dance Bad Apple in Touhou cosplay I swear.

It's people like him that inspire me to continue playing the piano. It's the music I listen to that makes me want to reproduce it on piano, and maybe arrange a ballad version on sheet music. I'm a perfectionist when it comes to really writing sheet music, which is why I don't write often. Nick shares the same perfectionist musician streak like me - I remember reading one comment "Be 200% prepared, THEN we talk"

XDD

Ahaha, I'm not so strict, but I can't play in a band. I don't mind playing accompaniment, but in a band? Nah.

GOULART KNIGHTS!!!!!!!!!!

http://www.goulart.jp/

梶裕貴
阿部敦
寺島拓篤
堀江一眞

I want the music. The first episode was kinda O_____o Mahou Shounen much? Even though all they did was pull out weapons from their bodies aka Holy Grail.

Though, looking at the four bishies, I bet I know who I might cos, or be requested to cos. Really, I gravitate towards such characters even though I'm no "ladies' man".

G.Addict....HMMMMM.........*goes to search for music*

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I CAN'T HELP LAUGHING AT HOW WTF THE CHOREOGRAPHY FOR UTA NO PRINCE-SAMA IS. The music is nice, but really, I cannot bear to watch the "concert". I think it's the ED, if the first episode is misleading somehow. The OP is nice too XDD Yes, music = want. Storyline is meh, but I'm a musician, not so much a visual artist.

Musings at work I

【PV】GACKT - Episode 0 【HD】


Best Gakupo cosplayer ever is Gackt himself. Hands down. I think, no, I believe that =D

Hatter was fanboying over Gackt Gakupo covers Episode 0 and Paranoid Doll, so I went to check them out. Song wise, I prefer Episode 0...wait, I DO have Paranoid Doll Gakupo version in my mp3....ok, then I should get Gackt's Episode 0 ^^

Ganbatte Hatter, in finding a Gakupo costume you want to do. Well, preferably some song where you can go solo.

*goes back to work*

Ahhh, I want to dance Tsugai Kogarashi in costume...It's such a nice song.

And I'm back to watching the dance...oh dear...XDD

Uta no Prince-sama Maji Love 1000%

Summer 2011 anime is here, though the line-up is meh. Spring has always held a special place in our hearts simply because the shows tend to appeal more to us. But I would say Summer anime is something we can't take seriously and should watch just for the fun of it.

http://metanorn.net/2011/06/summer-anime-catalogue-2011

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Uta no Prince-sama Maji Love 1000%

seiyuu:
Shimono Hiro as Kurusu Shō
Suwabe Junichi as Jingūji Ren
Suzumura Kenichi as Hijirikawa Masato
Taniyama Kishô as Shinomiya Natsuki
Miyano Mamoru as Ichinose Tokiya
Terashima Takuma as Ittoki Otoya
Yusa Koji as Ryuuya Hyouga
Toriumi Kousuke as Cecil Aijima
Wakamoto Norio as Shining Saotome
Imai Yuka as Tomochika Shibuya
Nakamura Yuuichi as Tsukimiya Ringo
Kaji Yuuki as Kurusu Kaoru

I facepalmed at the kira kira OP video even though I like the music. Honest. But the seiyuu, ahaha. And the wacky headmaster. I can't take this anime seriously. But I sure want the music. Though I would say La Corda is better.

The ED song is good though.

LOL TANIYAMA. HE VOICED IKKI, NOW THAT BLONDE BOCCHAN?! *snorts*

Suwabe's voice is so recognisable I don't even need to look at the seiyuu cast. And Mamoru too. Since Yusa-san hasn't appeared yet, I won't say anything, being a huge fan of Yusa-san I can recognise his voice anywhere too, though Sano-san almost threw me off.

YUSA-SAN YUSA-SAN YUSA-SAN YUSA-SAN YUSA-SAN YUSA-SAN

Yeah, I need to finish Starry Sky someday....and pick up some new anime after, say, 5 episodes are out? First two episodes usually tell me whether I want the music. First five episodes tell me if I want to continue chasing the series. And anime where I've read the manga, I skip to the part where I want to watch XD


I love http://www.watchanimeon.com - they have Goulart Knights OVA!!! ^^ This site will be my new platform for watching anime, since they have almost everything. Previously I watch on AnimeCrazy and AnimeSeason, but they don't have all.

I so do not need to be reminded of KomatsuXHeavenly Kings. Really. Pairing up with Toriko is fine, then Zebura cuts in, and now Sani wants in as well. ZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzz

First Terry, now Quinn. But Terry's still my favourite ^^

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*takes a deep breath*

Okay, I've calmed down.

Photoshoot's in two weeks. I hope I can get nice pictures.

And please, don't ever tag me in any NSFW photos. If my family finds out, I'm dead. I'll have to start answering questions why I'm so intimate with a guy, whether he's my boyfriend, all that bull. Even if long hair makes me rather unrecognisable...

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The little mynah I rescued from the drain died today.

Life certainly is unfair, isn't it?

I couldn't do anything to help the bird.

WTF

REALLY

HATTER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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I was spluttering indignantly and didn't know to react rather than pissed, much less angry. But it kinda unleashed the insane, sadistic side of me. When I said "You'll get it from me when I see you next time", I was feeling sadistic, even though I really wanted to kill him for interpreting things the wrong way and making things worse. I know he's joking, but this time, it went too far.

I knew, for the first time, I was pwned. Real badly.

I could have reacted in another way, but it isn't me. I'm not like that, even though the characters I'm cosing seem to be the mischievous, bad boy type. But my range is wide compared to Kei...haha

Oh dear, the photoshoot....I really don't want to think of how it'll be like when all the yaoi stuff comes in. Especially since there wasn't CheshireXHatter (HatterXCheshire only because of Amorn and me...or so I hope) yet. I don't know where that came from - couldn't find any on pixiv or cure.

Still.....

Mark my words, he's going to get it from me.

First day of IA

Enhancing features for customer usage...hmm....that's like Software Engineering, haha. I shall try my best to create a user-friendly webpage for customers, partly to please the company, and partly for my own satisfaction.

I browse e-libraries and I know software engineering, I KNOW what I like and what I don't like as a user. But of course I have to discuss my project objectives with my supervisors, haha. The real work hasn't started yet, so yeah, I'm picking up .php and learning how to better use mySQL like now. And of course, applying DB knowledge so that I can show that lab sup we won't go down that easily.

I'm still thankful for my hectic, project-laden semester. It certainly pulled up my abysmal GPA fortheunforgivableunforgivableunforgivableI'mturningintoaBelarusunforgivableunforgivableunforgivabley2s1

No FB in the day is fine with me. We aren't that active in the day anyway, haha. Work first, entertainment later =) Makes appreciating said fun all the sweeter. It's like something to look forward to, and I won't get bored randomly surfing the net wondering when the next manga chapter comes. Besides, I prefer my own privacy in the comforts of my own laptop =D

Though I wonder to what extend am I free to do what I want. Usually when I code, I like to listen to music. It keeps my mind occupied. I mean, I certainly don't wish for a bad report, not that I'll ever let that happen. I've enough confidence in that area...and I'll see it through.

The real work has yet to begin.....

Did my last post reveal my insane side? I could literally see the insane grin behind those words. I want to portray that as Prussia, as Walker, this insane, twisted, sadistic side of me.

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DENSU. IN HETALIA VOL 4. THE NORDICS. SO ATTRACTIVE.

But give me a good artbook anytime. If the next Hetalia artbook contains the Nordics SIGN ME IN.

*waits for Tales of the North to arrive*

I'll watch Ao no Exorcist tomorrow. It'll be something to look forward to after work. So not looking forward to it urgh...

Apprehension....apprehension.....I CAN DO IT.

http://aonoexorcist.wikia.com/wiki/Shima_Renzou

Wow. Really. Fake politeness? I can pull that off damn well (read: sarcastic).

Oh, Renzou has brown eyes. I HAVE brown eyes, to be used for Walker, Cheshire and miscellaneous. Then what to do with my pink contact lenses...........

http://www.ao-ex.com/special/meibo.html

Yusa-san~ Haha, his birthday's August 12? Awesome

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I'm quite happy many are going STGCC. Hopefully day 2 though, then everyone can celebrate my birthday together =3 For the first time, I'll take pictures with everyone.

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What's with Facebook hanging on my browser?!

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Why do people assume they've seen me angry? I'm very amused. Being annoyed doesn't even come close to angry. If that were the case I'd be easily pushed around.

You don't want to see me angry. I'm unpredictable. Who knows if I may turn Yumacchi in front of you? ^^ Who knows if I'll just become more violent? Who knows if I may smile and plot something?

It's not about belittling you. I'm sorry if it comes across to you as such, but really, what benefit does it give me? Is my character that hard to decipher? Is it so hard to see that I'm very dominant and self-assertive and doesn't take shit even if I come across as easy-going, sarcastic and cynical? I'm no pushover. I like to constantly remind people that I back my words with action - when I say you'll get it from me, mark my words I'll see it through. Unfortunately, you guys always forget, then when it happens, you'll shoot back like a wounded predator and make me the bad guy.

Again.

And again.

And again.

The cycle never ends.

Really

How...sad...

And again, I don't apologise for being that way. I can compromise, but asking me to change my character to acquiesce you and make you feel better, to fit in with you guys?

Dream on.

And imouto asks why I use more obscenities in my language...

Really.

I can care less.

*shrug*

AMNESIA ♥

AMNESIA ♥

I'm quite amused. Imouto-san saw the Amnesia picture, and she said I should do "the blue-haired guy". Then I told her I AM cosing Ikki, haha. For Cosfest 2012 - 7 & 8 July. Yeah, I think we put in the most effort for Cosfest because it's the only event where we have a break, and we have the time to make our props ie boot covers and whatnot. No weapons. Very good, very good...=D

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Satsuki 砂月's ameblo entry:

http://ameblo.jp/satsuki-official-blog/entry-10936788530.html

I'm waiting for Sympathy, Amnesia's ED song =3 OP video's so awesome, I'm kinda excited we're actually doing Amnesia. But photoshoot first, yes? Before the event. Not this year, maybe next year.

I want Amnesia's BGM too. Heck, I want the drama CDs, the OST, the artbook.........

http://www.otomate.jp/staff/assets_c/2011/06/am_genteis-6325.html

Ikki. Patting chibi Kent's head. Chibi Kent trying not to cry. SO CUTE~!!!!!!!! And Amnesia dakis, OMG, WANT. Hell, look at their poses, so sexy~

No, NOT doing daki shots. I'll die of embarrassment and awkwardness. Really.

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I'm convinced of my Nordic OT5 after this: http://hetalia-kink.livejournal.com/13943.html?thread=37733239#t37733239

Usually I hate fics like this, because it's just so wrong. Why the hell do fans want to read about raep, I have no idea why. It's disturbing. But I like the relationship between the five of them. Warm and fuzzy =)

This, however, is entertaining =DD Just what I need when I'm getting sick and tired of pairings and all the bullshit rabid fans seem to like.

http://hetalia-kink.livejournal.com/13125.html?thread=31109445#t31109445

And more prompts for Nordics group =3

http://hetalia-kink.livejournal.com/20236.html?thread=76678924#t76678924

Nordic Five. I WILL support this band, I daresay. If only they go Visual Kei style...but that's provided anyone will draw it =3 I'm sorry, my thirst for music is insatiable. I want something music-related in my photoshoot at the very least, like Are You Alice?, Amnesia, Durarara.

XD

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I don't know who I should do for Touhou. Ven suggested Fujiwara no Mokou since she has effing long hair and she wants to see me in long hair. I'm thinking Youmu or one of the Prismriver Sisters (music), but I'll need to find two others if it's Prismriver Sisters.

Damn cool picture:
http://www.zerochan.net/607781
http://www.zerochan.net/347300

Otherwise I'll not do any. But reserve Youmu for me thanks =)

There goes my money orz orz