Monday, December 31, 2012

http://archiveofourown.org/works/598364/chapters/1112479

MUKKUN ON THE PIANO. EXCUSE ME WHILE I SQUEAL INTO MY PILLOW AND ROLL AROUND. AND HIMURO.

Mukkun...on the piano.....OTL Please don't kill my brain cells I need them......

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Oh shit.

Sara's picture.

It IS Mukkun.

Oh no

I'm dying.

And thinking if I can do a good job with Mukkun too. Because of my features, I may turn out like Sara's Mukkun, all sharp angles. I know I can definitely pull off Kise and Midorima, that's why I'm quite uncertain about how I will look as Mukkun. Himuro was better than I expected, or maybe because my impression of him was attractive in a handsome way. The pretty boy is Kise. Akashi will be an aristocratically beautiful.
http://www.pixiv.net/member_illust.php?mode=manga&illust_id=31262590

No thanks to Daikon. She's on Gokai high and is spamming me with Gokai doujins because she craves her Gokai OT4 Basco/Mabe/Joe/Sid.

I like this OT4 too, but Mabe bottoms. XD

Gokaiger feels dammit >.>

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http://www.cutoutandkeep.net/projects/diy-removable-shoe-wings

Yes I will make this for CNY. I figured, I will have different themes each year. 2012's was because, Ankh. XD

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Oh shit, Sara, who is that on your new dp? If it's Mukkun then excuse me while I (try to) calm myself down. If it's Gakupo or any other character I will feel cheated and I rest my case.

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Yes I will cosplay Dark!Joe. Yes I am complaining about his accessories.

Yes baka musume I want my CF pictures (because changing my dp to the Joe-wearing-Marvelous'-cloak might be amusing. Plus I like that picture. Plus, I am quite pleased with my Joe cosplay for CF.)

Saturday, December 29, 2012

Aion.

I'm tempted to play the game. But not now.

The costumes are too elaborate and will definitely bleed our wallets dry.

I'm eyeing Bard

http://na.aiononline.com/news/announcements/massive-preview-new-gear-coming-aion-40

Blonde with red outfit.


Source: http://images.geeknative.com.s3.amazonaws.com/geeknative.com/wp-content/uploads/2011/12/Aion_Screenshot_05.jpg

Look at this. THE WINGS.

I might make the wings in mini form, out of crepe paper and rice paper and what not, and attach them to my laced shoes/boots. Yes I want to make wings and attach them to my boots. Maybe I'll do that for CNY XD
I finally watched the ending of K.

礼尊
尊礼

Both ways are fine.

And excuse me how can you NOT ship the two kings??!! They are my number one shipping in K Project - SaruMi and WhiteXBlack are nothing compared to RedXBlue. Well, I certainly won't mind if it's WeismannXKuroh because both are my favourite characters (yes I'm a hopeless fan of Weismann the original bishie with almost 1.8m hair. And sadly I can actually cos both Weismann AND Kuroh.)

Yeah, the ending was sad, but like I said, compared to Neji's death, everything else pales. I'm not so sure of a season 2 for K, coz honestly I have no idea what the plot for K is until now. All I know is, Shiro supposedly killed Totsuka from HOMRA, and now Scepter 4 and HOMRA are looking for him (Scepter 4 because they're like the justice upholders so of course they want to find the murderer). Black Dog Kuroh wants to find him in the name of his previous master, Ichigen-sama the late Mishigi no Ou. But Shiro proclaims his innocence and blah blah blah. Now we know the true culprit is the formless Mishigi no Ou (huh, does that mean the Kings are selected by some kind of power?) who wants to kill all the kings and become the one and only.

I don't even know why Mikoto and Reisi are fighting.

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Anyway Korea grad trip next year has been settled for 20 May to 30 May, because I was being a troublesome bastard who can't abandon my students and take 2 consecutive leaves off. The make-up lessons are a pain in the ass, especially when I still have to give make-up lessons in July (Cosfest). I must land myself a full-time job before July so that I can show everyone grades don't matter, and hopefully clear leave for a December Japan trip because COMIKET. (Why do I get the feeling that all my clearing of leaves  will be related to overseas holiday and cosplay?)

Another reason is because I want to go Japan with Silk in mid-June (about 7 days or so, and hopefully it falls during my school's holiday so I don't need to take leave), and I need some time to make props and get stuff for Yue. I don't think I have the time to finish Suppi's costume in time for Cosfest, but I will turn up for photoshoot which I believe is more important? Plus Hades and Dark's outfit....er....I've no idea how to settle Dark's outfit. Yeah, main reason for going Japan is to get Yue's shoes, toku movie DVDs, Gokaiger (joeXmabe, general) + Kurobasu (general kiseki + kagami, himuroXkagami, kisekiXkagami, kisekasa) + RedXBlue (max 2) doujins, and of course Mukkun keychain.
So, Mikoto the Red King died. (So did Weismann I heard) I haven't watched yet - tumblr spoiled me - but honestly, I was indifferent as when Neji died. Nothing can beat the sudden demise of an almost-decade crush, favourite character or not.

My favourite characters have died. Look at Sgaile. Look at Neji. Look at Weismann. But Neji. He will always have a place in my broken heart.

But I heard that it was Mikoto's words to Anna that made it sad.

RedXBlue ftw. Even my tumblr dashboard background is MikotoXReisi. Now excuse me while I go dig out fanfics related to them......

Friday, December 28, 2012

Screwed sanity

My mind is a screwed up mess right now. And I'm not talking about the usual screwed up mess - I'm talking about something bordering mental disorder.

Everyone says it's good to talk to someone and not bottle things up. I agree to a certain extent. Unfortunately I don't see the point if some of the problems concern them. I don't see the point if people ask you "Are you alright?" and you're expected to say, "I'm fine." but you actually aren't? What's the point if you break the norm and yell, "OBVIOUSLY NOT CAN'T YOU SEE HOW BAD MY MOOD IS RIGHT NOW?" and bring up a whole lot of shitstorm that dampens the mood and afterward all sorts of discussion happen behind your back about how lousy your personality is and how you need to change.

I'm sorry if I'm not a model person. I don't have to change my personality because you find something displeasing. I can change my behaviour but I will not change my underlying personality. I can say to myself "Suck it up, asshat, you gotta live with it whether you like it or not." but sadly, that applies only to people I'm not close with. It's a whole different matter if I try hard to please others and end up feeling disgusted with myself, because, what the hell am I doing and who am I doing it for? Live with it, I never said nor implied I'm a nice person.

What good would it do if I tell you all the problems eating at my mental health, then ignore me afterward and leave me to walk alone when I think I need someone to pull me back from the depths of hell? I won't even say you're pretending to care - I'm not that selfish because I know you genuinely care, but in my opinion, I'd rather not have said anything at all. All I need is someone to stay with me and keep me company until I say "Thanks." No words need be spoken. Don't say anything. Don't ask if I'm alright; I'm obviously not. Times like this is when I need company. Otherwise, I'd rather have gone home since there be no difference whether I'm in a group but I feel alone, or when I join a crowd of strangers.

What good would it do if I spoil the mood just because I'm irritated by people's actions and behaviour? What good would it do if I say I now find long tables an eyesore because conversations that occur in the center exclude those sitting on other ends? What good would it do if I comment on how people fill out seats? What good would it do if I don't apologise for teasing/annoying couples or back up people who say things like "Oh, just nice a separate table for two for the couple.", because, well, it IS true you are a couple, and second, we can't do anything if you want to be in your own world and exclude the rest. Back when you were single you get annoyed at attached friends doing that "in-their-own-world" thing. I'm sorry, you don't realise you're doing the same to the rest of us, even if it's to a lesser extent.

I didn't say anything because no one else seems to care. Just, I won't apologise because, face it, it's the truth. We don't often tease.

What good would it do if I go on outings and no one tells me of the time change, hence making me wait aimlessly until I realise everything is on Whatsapp? What good would it do if I enforce that I absolutely abhor waiting for more than half hour for people to show their faces (I don't want to see your ass) because your sense of time is so screwed I'll consider going home because I know I'll reach home by the time you reach the meeting place? I know I underestimate time on occasion, but honestly, if I am late for 15 minutes and you aren't around still, there is something wrong. What good would it do if you tell me you'll be late AFTER I've reached the meeting location because something last minute cropped up? If I've something to do I won't be so pissed off. And honestly, no amount of threats and pleadings will change anything, if it even goes through your thick head at all. If I am more irritable now it's only because now I'm running on borrowed time and I don't have time to wait for Your Highness as if your lateness is justified. Do you think I was this stringent about time before I reached my final year?

What good would it do if I say, no matter how much people make up to me (if they ever do so. Honestly, I'm way past caring whether they owe me or not. I'll make it a lifelong debt, and I don't want people to owe me and vice versa), I can never forget how I was left behind and no one noticed? You may forget; I won't. It's too bitter a memory to forget. Add to the fact I nearly died twice recently, plus FYP stress, grad trip stress, cosplans stress, and me nitpicking at everything because of the accumulated stress, it's more than enough to screw one's sanity over and beyond.

Thursday, December 27, 2012

Simply Neji

Watching Naruto SD is lightening my mood a lot. Naruto and Lee trying to compete with Neji, even dick size. I....nevermind....

Buff Neji. Host Neji. Short-haired Neji. Neji in a dress. Neji with pigtails. Neji being an idiot.

Simply Neji.
I'm too drained to feel any kind of emotion. Just an empty feeling and weariness, the kind where you close your eyes, spread your arms and go "Come what may". Like you're accepting fate.

Will everything be back to normal?

What normal. My life has no definition of normal.

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A nice American pair brofic to lighten my mood, even if a little.

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Changed the header picture. I decided I needed a change. Someday I will learn photoshop, then I can manipulate the designs and all. For now, I'll stick with whatever tools I have.

My roly-poly current life

I, will take a break from meeting anyone and concentrate on doing my work. Right now, I don't care if they talk behind my back. I don't care what they discuss/gossip about me. I don't care if I offend anyone. I don't care if I bottle things up and make people worry. Sorry, I'm different. My issues are my own. There's no point saying out loud if no one can help me. There's no point saying out loud if nothing's going to change. It'll just a waste of effort and putting different parties in a sour mood.

Right now, I'm past caring. I'm slowly getting colder, neutral expression frozen in place. I'm quiet, almost bored.

My eyes are heavy. I'm weary, and distancing myself, going back to my lone wolf days.

Thank you for all the fun times, but right now, I'm too highly strung to think of anything but FYP progress. I even gave deadlines for when I should have all the information and pictures (January, so that I've time to set up a database and do the GUI and swipe views).

I turned off my phone. I would even consider deleting Whatsapp altogether because I don't use it often, and I don't see the point of wasting my battery life. Sometimes I want to use Facebook less, be notified only when I'm tagged in a post. I'm past feeling left out and all that useless shit of an emotion. Everything is my own fault. I'm the one who caused myself to feel as if my existence is but a lie, that my existence holds as little significance as the next stranger. Taken for granted. Dude, shouldn't this happen during the teenage years when you're undergoing this so-called rebellious stage, when you feel like the world owes you something?

Call this the young adult's stress-and-shitty-events-affecting-my-mood-and-appetite. That time when I measured 45kg on the weighing machine wasn't a joke or means to attract attention - it just showed how much weight I lost since everything started.

Hopefully when everything's over, I'll be at ease.

Go on, you can continue without me. You've already done that once without realising I wasn't around. I sure as hell can move on without you. Honestly, I never expected that particular incident to shake me up so badly that I'm still feeling bitter about it whenever I have urges to toss something out my window, be it the iPhone in my house, my textbooks or my laptop.

Bottling things up isn't good, but it keeps me alive. I don't see how or why I should tell others when they can't solve my own problems. It is a cruel reminder how effed up I find the world to be, and how much of a close book I am.

Crumbling Wall I

I'm quite certain I'm on the verge of breaking down. Getting frustrated over everything, taking shit from parents, being overtly sensitive to tiny, insignificant details, getting annoyed at everything, holding grudges and holding back all the violence stored inside, where did my once peaceful and happy life disappear to? Why must I face this after exams?

Why can't I start working on FYP during school term? Why all the delays? I won't be so stressed over FYP now had I started earlier. Now I'm working on borrowed time. Three months only, to complete everything including final report. I haven't even done my research nor started writing my report. FML

What is wrong with me?
Everything.

What is right with me?
Nothing.

I don't even want to think about results coming out on Friday. Right now I'm a jumbled mixture of emotions, hungry, cold, and wanting to vent everything but I can't. I was ready to sock someone in the gut, hence I opted to freeze myself instead.

By dinner I lost all appetite, and disappeared three times. No one noticed, I think. I even tried to cool my head by dunking my head in the water. Ended up shivering. No one noticed.

I am quite like Kuroko when I want to be.

Maybe I just want it that way, to be alone and think things through.

Except, I nearly got knocked down by a truck on my way there, and then almost by a taxi on my way back.

Go figure.

Tuesday, December 25, 2012

I decided to watch Naruto SD, and Neji you are way too adorable. Tenten puts a harisen to good use. She's like the tsukkomi to Lee's boke. While Neji.....he's damn cute in a skirt OTL

AND THE ENDING VIDEO. IT'S TOO CUTE. ESPECIALLY WHEN NEJI'S DANCING.

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OMG Xan you're still spazzing over Kengo hahaha. I'm not surprised actually. But it's cute watching her fangirl when we finally met. (I FINALLY FOUND HER I AM THE ONE SPAZZING ALRIGHT. BESIDES ME AND SILK SPAZZING OVER DORU'S BASCO THAT IS. I CAN'T GET OVER HOW PERFECT HER BASCO WAS.)

Eh, if photoshoot, can I wait till I remove my braces? Coz one of Gen-chan's traits, besides the pompadour, is his winning smile. I need to have nice teeth in order to smile with teeth, and hey, how many characters I cosplayed actually allow me to smile with teeth? I've only recently learnt to smile without teeth, only because of the characters I get. And because I don't exactly like the shape of my lips, I don't like to smile without teeth. I'm learning to shape my lips to something suitable, something I like.

Monday, December 24, 2012

Saturday, December 22, 2012

Greetings from KL.

I'm content with my Joe jacket and Mukkun jersey. Sorry if the combination looks weird - the hotel room is cold.

Can't wait for CF and my shopping. All the times I've been to KL I've never gone free and easy. Somewhat.

Ascott hotel is fantastic. 2 bedrooms, one kitchen, one living room. Aircon too cold.

Joe's jacket keeps my body warm but not my hands. I forgot to bring my hand warmers =.=

Friday, December 21, 2012

Psycho-pass 11

79. 50. 32. Under 20. 0

Shogo you are scary. Can't be judged by the Sibyl System. I'm not surprised, but seriously, 0. Now that's surprising. Only Akane so far has been portrayed cloud-free, but now it's getting interesting. Especially since she saw her friend killed before her eyes.

At least Shogo gave her a quick death.

No I'm not going to talk about that topic. I swore my criminal coefficient went bonkers when it happened.

I'd like to see how Akane will fare next episode onwards. A bullet through the head to any asshat who calls her weak when she couldn't do anything. I'd like to see your reaction when you're faced in a situation like this. I don't think you'll stay sane if your friend was killed before your very eyes. Humans who have never faced danger are naturally cowards whose survival instincts take pride before everything.

Seriously, I've had enough.
I raged. I cried. I suffered. I despaired.

I steeled myself. I picked myself up. I hardened my resolve.

I moved on.

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I cared.

I wish I hadn't.


Wednesday, December 19, 2012

Shattered pieces

Dear lord, crying again. It's the first time I'm crying so badly over a fictional character. The first time I'm crying so badly over something.

I'm crying as I relieve last night's memories, as I mourn for the character I have loved for almost a decade. He was the first long-haired character I liked.

In memory of Neji, I will do the long-haired characters I'm cosing some justice. He died a warrior's death protecting the people he loved. It wasn't unjust - the only unjust thing was his unexpected death. Too sudden.

Death leaves a heartache no one can heal, love leaves a memory no one can steal.

You're finally free, Neji, free to roam the skies, free of burden.

日向ネジ

I'm not the only one shaken by Neji's death. All over, friends and people I know are raging at this unexpected turn of event. We were prepared for other character deaths, but we weren't prepared for this. And if you tell me Kishimoto-sensei will revive the dead characters like what Chiyo did to Gaara I am going to flip tables and call lightning upon this manga.

But, it shook me so bad that not even seeing Mukkun could mend my shattered heart. Even seeing Yuki and Joe on my dash cannot fully mend the tiny pieces of my heart.

Neji started off as somewhat arrogant and pessimistic, someone who believed in fate and did nothing to change it. Yet, his outlook on life took a turn for the better after meeting and battling Naruto, the so-called deadlast who taught him that fate can be changed, only if you are willing to take a step forward.

He died protecting his loved ones.

He died, choosing his own death.

RIP Hyuuga Neji, the genius of the Hyuuga clan and shinobi. His cursed seal, finally erased upon his ascension to the world beyond.

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And then I feel tears welling up in my eyes for the umpteenth time.

Plus I'm pretty sure I will sock the next asshole who makes a damn joke out of this.

Tuesday, December 18, 2012

Naruto 614

Omg Kishimoto-sensei.

Omg.

Why do you have to do this?

Why do you have to kill off my favourite Naruto character?

Why do you have to kill off someone with a bright future? Someone who is actually practical, sensible, and has a good character development?

Why?

Why do you have to kill off Neji?

Why do you have to kill him?

First Ino and Shikamaru's fathers, now him. He's only 17, dammit!

It's too sudden! There was no build-up, nothing!



I....shall weep. I haven't cried over something in so long, and this. Omg.

Monday, December 17, 2012

Welcome to the Maple world, CaptenGwych! (Welsh for Captain Marvelous. Sadly I want him to be a bandit rather than a pirate, haha.) I created him on Eridanus because I want to test whether I can actually meet up with the characters in Delphinus and possibly PQ. I've only one slot left and I definitely want Luminous and Dual Blade.

But this guy is here only when I'm bored with playing other characters. Hey, when Dual Blade comes out I'll have a whole class of thieves in my account yo. Assassin, Phantom, Bandit, Dual Blade. 8D

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http://harususaku.deviantart.com/art/Human-SpinelSun-81388294

I like this design for Suppi/ Spinel Sun better. Will probably use it as a reference and combine with Yu's design (I do want the wings, so most likely I'll replace the cloak with wings to save me the trouble of making it). After all, cosing a gijinka version is up to one's interpretation.

Sunday, December 16, 2012

Music is my life

...I haven't been reading manga. I promised to catch up on Karneval, and I didn't. Guh.

I miss my piano. Badly. I had to make a decision to give up LTCL because of lack of time and the cost, otherwise I might have continued learning after I entered university and possibly taken the exam in year 4 or after I graduate. At least I have ATCL and grade 8 theory under my belt. Still, it would be more impressive to have had LTCL under your belt too.

Music or cosplay. I love both. I gave up furthering music and replaced it with cosplay. What if I had stuck with music, would I have made close friends, formed such close bonds with the people I know? On the contrary, I wouldn't experience all the shitty insecurities and feelings of being rather alone even when they surrounded me. At the very least I would have withdrawn myself and started thinking of how I would play my song, the technique I could apply etc.

Music drives away my loneliness. Music is my significant other. I live, breathe and experience with music.

Saturday, December 15, 2012

I think I should read Lord of the Rings someday, or at least watch the movies. It's Scandinavian lore (filmed in New Zealand I know), and I think the OST is majestically epic. I know the LOTR theme song only because I played it on piano once. In that sense I have to thank my former piano teacher for throwing me all those sheet music because they expose me to things I don't know.

Hey, just because I don't watch the show doesn't mean I don't know the music.

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I enjoyed the photoshoot yesterday. Sorry for suffering from low blood pressure - damn bandages you nearly killed me I'm gonna invest in a waist binder for more breathing space. Sakia suggests waist corset since I'm that skinny.

Er, I have a rather broad chest though, compared to the rest of my body. Proportion-wise.

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Oh wow, K, your development is slow man. So my liking the Silver King was not unfounded, wahaha. Yes I do like the Silver King Adolf K Weismann. I have something for white/blue/purple-haired guys or long-haired guys, don't ask. Blondes have never been on my list.

Wednesday, December 12, 2012

Two more days to Gokai shoot. Today I'm doing FYP. Thursday I have course registration, and will do more FYP. Friday is the shoot. Saturday I have piano lesson, will do more FYP, will hunt for Gen-chan's shirt and dogtag necklace. Sunday I'm working, will do more FYP.

Next week, dental appointment on Wednesday, going to Malaysia from Friday to Monday, and anything in between will be FYP.

I'm most certainly irrevocably ass-see-argh-eeeeee-double-'U's-eeeeeeee-dee for FYP.

I'm most definitely not busy.

Note the sarcasm, assholes.

One day

One day.

One day, after I graduate, after everything, I shall sit down at my laptop and sort out everything. My music especially. I'm just looking through my mp3 and its 1000 and 1 songs, and I'm like where are my other songs. I saved them all in CDs, and I shall find one day to drag them out.

Probably get a new hard disk just for all my music. Songs, OSTs.

Also, I shall sit down one day to sort out my Facebook f-list. I want to delete all the CA and KoC friends I added when I wanted to build my army. I enjoyed playing CA, it was fun whacking monsters, I'm staying stagnant at level 297 and refuse to level up to be enemy fodder.

Heck, I just want one day to sort out my life. Be who I am. To H-E-double-hockey-sticks with other insecurities and distractions and negative feelings, I'm going to pull through, and I will show you.

Sunday, December 09, 2012

Well, thank god I made the decision to buy concession. Looking at my schedule from yesterday to next week, I certainly will be travelling to quite a few places everyday.

http://kiseki-no-seduction.tumblr.com/post/35964826688/room-service

This tumblr blog is a gem. All those lines are fantastic for fic writing, especially crack fics. XDDDDD Seriously I've never laughed so hard in my life. Those pick-up lines, omg, I am laughing too hard XDDDDD

Thursday, December 06, 2012

music musings

Holy shit

夢、時々…

http://www.clubdam.com/app/leaf/songKaraokeLeaf.do?contentsId=5031623

They HAVE Yume tokidoki by marasy on DAM. Just....LIVE DAM....

And they have KiLLER LADY on (LIVE) DAM too. Japan why you do this to me......

I will flip tables if they added Tsugai Kogarashi to DAM.

Thanks KurousaP (aka WhiteFlame for some reason), Akahitoha is a very nice song. By Luka somemore, wow. I love the composition of this song.

High chance I'll be searching for his compositions....they cater to my tastes. So far I like Kurousa P and Shigotoshite P.

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Oo Kasamatsu has a nice, clean voice.

Tuesday, December 04, 2012

http://aduah.tumblr.com/post/37143768851/30-day-cheesy-tropes-challenge

I'll try this. Need some prompts to get me started. And a fandom. I think I want Kuroko no Basuke (HimuKaga ><) or tokusatsu because there are more characters to work with. Plus, it's easy to incorporate characters into different scenarios.

I'm quite tempted to write in my OC, but I'd rather not. My OC is for other stories, not for memes like these.

I still want to try writing a Maple fic. Probably inspired by SAO, but still, Maple.

Mercedes. Aran. Phantom. Luminous. Evan.

I only realised it several days ago.
I went back to watch Koshonin 2 after seeing a tumblr image of Yagami Ren. Thank god I still can find the episodes >< Shirotan~

Psychotic Mariya. He's very intelligent, very perceptive, a juvenile criminal who kills without remorse, but intelligent nonetheless =w= How he knows all these I have no idea. Maybe because he thinks differently from the mundane humans. But his fascination with Usagi is really cute.

Saturday, December 01, 2012

http://www.pixiv.net/member_illust.php?mode=medium&illust_id=31785407

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*ded*

*goes back to studying*
I CAN'T WAIT FOR YUYAN'S ALBUM NOW. HIS NEW SONGS ARE LOVELY. Naked Night made me squeal. Key....omg, Key. I love the composition for this song >< I like No Rain, No Rainbow for the lyrics.

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Embracing the dark side with Psycho-Pass. Now I want to write the 10 theme meme fic featuring a pairing I like. The AU portion will be Psycho-Pass XD

After exams.

When I'm taking a break from FYP and Maple and prop-making.

"Long" into the night. Nah, kidding. I want to try writing our Maple fanfics. All the shenanigans will make it damn hilarious XDDDD Especially the random free beauty coupon arc. Then we have character upgrades, PQs, Theme Dungeons, Silent Crusade.

And ho shit I kinda forgot I might need to style Gen-chan's wig, though high chance I've no time to make his accessories in time for CF >.> Gomen na, Kengo.

Thursday, November 29, 2012

http://jworldorder.com/music/news/143-matsushita-yuya-will-release-a-best-album-and-best-dvd

>< I like No Rain No Rainbow and Ordinary Love. I might enjoy Crazy Funky Holidays once my exams are over (and FYP is in good progress).

Naked Night is sexy. It's...very do-S Yuyan. My understanding sucks, but I could understand part of the lyrics. O//////////////o

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OMG KURENAWI IS AWESOME. Shikata Akiko's album. I LOVE AYA. A LOT. MY FAVOURITE SONG IN THE ALBUM.

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Haha, so if we have a Karneval team, Fanny = Nai, Sam = Karoku, Grace = Gareki. I..might be taking the role of Yogi coz he's taller than the rest. Ven = Tsukumo, Peish = Jiki. Too bad I'm not buff enough for either Hirato or Tsukishima. Tsukishima and Karoku are my favourites >< Hmm, so Karneval might be 2014. Tentative. Don't count on anything because I will be working.

As for Psycho-Pass, I think I'm sticking with Shogo. Much as I like Shinya, his abs are way over the top for me. >< And he's supposed to be handsome. I swear I will molest our Shinya for sure XD

Me and Peish are planning AkaAka for Cosfest Day 2 as a tentative thing if everyone's breaking up into teams. Well, we definitely can't do Maple Story in time for Cosfest - most likely 2014. At least Luminous would be out I hope, and Silk would have a new laptop with better processors so that she can play...I mean, I will probably be making the accessories when I'm free.

TWEWY End of year 2013.

CCS Cosfest day 1 2013. Day 2 unconfirmed. Maybe AkaAka. I want to do RPG Kuroko no Basuke but I'd rather wait for a confirmed team first. Especially since Mukkun needs a Kiseki no Sedai or at least a Himuro. But yes I definitely want RPG KuroBasu.

Wednesday, November 28, 2012

FARKING ARKARIUM. HIS SEDUCE SKILL IS ANNOYING AS SHIT. I DIED 4 TIMES BECAUSE OF THAT SKILL THAT REDUCED MY HEALTH FROM 6500HP TO ALMOST 1500HP OR LESS. NO I DO NOT WANT TO BE SEDUCED BY AN OLD MAN GHOST WTF ESPECIALLY NOT WHEN RRYOTAROU LOOKS MORE LIKE A GIRL THAN A BOY.

I shall wait till my level is higher, with some of my skills having more effective attacks. Maybe when I reach level 130 or something. Urgh.

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http://www.pixiv.net/member_illust.php?mode=medium&illust_id=31784672

OMGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG KUROBASU BANDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

HIMURO

TAKAO

KAGAMI

KASAMATSU

FUKUI

MIYAJI

I NEED THE AU FIC SO BADLY. Himuro and Takao on vocals, Kagami on drums, Kasamatsu and Fukui on guitar, Miyaji on bass. One of their songs will feature Midorima on piano.

I'm a sucker for music fics, preferable general or humour. No pairings necessary. I'm still waiting for the Gokai band fic to be updated, because, MUSIC.

Tuesday, November 27, 2012

Music arrangement

I believe I shall be spending my free time arranging music for my own purposes. If anyone wants to listen I could put them up on tumblr? I'll provide a download link page for score and mp3 on MF. The instruments I center around are pan flute, music box, piano.

Planned works:

  1. Utakata - DONE. Pan flute + piano. V2 coming up
  2. Sakurane - In progress. Pan flute + music box + piano.
  3. Trust Me - In progress
  4. Hanabi - Tentative
  5. Tsugai Kogarashi - In progress
  6. Kaizoku Sentai Gokaiger - Tentative
  7. Supernova - Tentative
  8. This Love Never Ends - Tentative
  9. Rainy Rose - Tentative
And a surprise, secret song to arrange. This I hope to do it well enough to be satisfied.

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http://kanba.tumblr.com/post/36568865483/fetishes-according-to-your-zodiac-sign

LOL I...happen to like long hair. Not on me, but on beautiful boys. ^^;

Sunday, November 25, 2012

Justice Miracle Rangers

Arranged Utakata for pan flute and piano, short version. Because, listening to one Shikata Akiko song with pan flute inspired me. I will only do the short version, because I'm aiming for ringtone/ message tone size. (Fickle-minded here) I managed to export the song (as .wav because midi is annoying).

Ignore the piano part. It's not supposed to be this loud. Play it live instead. No wait, the piano part is randomly done. My piano teacher would flip tables if she saw how I arranged the piano part.

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(taken from Facebook)

GOOD NEWS FOR KUROKO NO BASUKE FANDOM! :D Kuroko no Basuke is getting an otome/dating game. Bad news for some of you, however, is that it’s going to be Korean. It’s called Justice Miracle Rangers (I’m not even kidding). It puts a sort of supernatural spin on the Kuroko no Basuke cast along with crime fighting and what not. It’s still in production and is set to be released in summer 2013 (around August, apparently). Anywayy, here’s a translation of the Story section on the official website~

Story

Teikou Institute is a secret government agency that has been formed in response to the increasing number of terrorist attacks in the last two years. A confidential group made up of a group of youth with supernatural powers is operated by Teikou. These Miracle Rangers fight against terrorism to protect world peace, and yet…

In a peaceful world is a student at Seirin High, an average young woman by the name of Shirasagi Rei (name changeable) who is suddenly contacted by Teikou after taking the mandatory “special proficiency test”. Which means that Rei also has a supernatural ability that could be of use to Teikou. Thus, despite being enrolled at Seirin, our heroine is forced to attend Teikou Institute’s specialized class. Rei has become one of the Miracle Rangers.

Will she be able to keep the peace of the world!?

Well well well. This I must see. =w=

Friday, November 23, 2012

4TH JOB

RRYOTAROU IS NOW A NIGHT LORD. THIS 2000TH POST SHALL MARK THE 4TH JOB ADVANCEMENT FOR MY LOVELY ASSASSIN.

*JUMPS AROUND GRINNING LIKE A FOOL*

I was helping the rest with Ephenia (the Fairy Queen bitch) and showing off Quad Throw. I probably need to up that skill after I max Claw Mastery or something because it's damn good for bossing. I want to try Sudden Raid too, because, 15 enemies? =3

Let me get to level 125 or something THEN I go back to Lion King Castle =.= After my exams, of course.

Next year: Maple 8th Anniversary. RRyotarou already has the Crimson Maple set, the next guy to get the full set will either be Lleiddiad, Tywyllwch or Rhithllafn.

Thursday, November 22, 2012

I changed guilds, and wow they are damn active. O_O

Anyway, a few more PQs and training, and RRyotarou will be level 120. Maybe I should go back to Leafre and whack the level 120+ monsters. Staying at El Nath is hard on my mesos. I want to save up to get mounts for my characters, thanks. 10m for the unicorn, 50m for Rolls. I only have 19mil. It'll take all my characters to reach 100 at least to save up to 25m only? >.>

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I hate my Cryptography notes. I don't understand how to get the values, and where the variables come from! For both CRT and SQ&M! I managed to get the first part of CRT, and then out pops out M(A) and M(B), whose values I've no idea where they come from. Let's not talk about SQ&M -  how do you calculate d? Where does d^2 come from? Which a are you referring to?

You don't need to imagine how pissed off I was. I decided to move on and go back to that section after I'm done with the other chapters.

Wednesday, November 21, 2012

Sad life of someone studying for exams


See how far my boy has grown? Compared to others, the development is slow, but he's my first character. I will get him to level 120 before I bring my Mercedes there as well, hopefully before Luminous or Dual Blade classes arrive. Because I want to bring Rhithllafn to level 70 at least - sorry, Tywyllwch, Rhithllafn will have to overtake you.

I see if I can bring NosCerddwrII to level 70 before school starts next year (ie Jan 14. Justice event ends on Jan 16). Because I want the Forces Ring. I'll play him after my exams, slow and steady while doing FYP.

Oh wow, after rounds of Forest of Poison Haze PQs (and a few disappointing Lord Pirate PQs. Seriously, that PQ isn't as appealing now. Might be more useful for levels lower than 100 I suppose.) RRyotarou is now 117, from 115. 3 more levels to 120.

Tuesday, November 20, 2012

PSYCHO-PASS MANGA

http://www.nyaa.eu/?page=torrentinfo&tid=373129

AniSong 2012! But, the audio quality for the videos suck. The live was so much better, despite my ears dying. Must be because it was recorded from the center =.= Doesn't do the audio quality justice, meh.

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http://www.mangareader.net/kanshikan-tsunemori-akane

PSYCHO-PASS MANGA. HELL YES.

Sunday, November 18, 2012

Woes of a(n amateur) cosplayer

Alright, I like SAO. I read the light novels, and I find them interesting. But, I refuse to cosplay this series. I don't care what world, be it SAO, ALO or GGO, I can't cosplay the females, and Kazuto himself is androgynous to the point of being feminine-looking. Especially in GGO. Sure, I can pull off pretty guys, but not to that extent of being mistaken as female. My features firmly remain under reverse trap rather than androgynous. I do NOT have the typical androgynous look. I get mistaken more for a guy normally. I do not get mistaken for a girl when I cosplay males, unless said male happens to have long hair...somehow. I had to reassure them that no, I'm not male, two, I'm not crossdressing.

Yep, I'm doing Joe for CF. And considering the larger toku fanbase in Malaysia, I'm sure I'll be recognised as one of the more unique ones among the sea of SAO, K and KuroBasu. I don't want to solo Himuro without a partner or a team. At least I had Alex at AFA, and even then I was coerced to go AFA (which I didn't regret. All my goodies, all my concerts, and some people I met.) Besides, I bet there are many KuroBasu cosplayers in Malaysia.

I refuse to be part of the crowd. I don't mind a shoot, but events? I'm hesitant.

I'm waiting for KamiAso. Hades with his penchant for unfunny jokes.

............

I should learn how to cook. Before everyone starts piling me with characters that can cook.

Saturday, November 17, 2012

HAPPY BIRTHDAY OKIAYU

http://myanimelist.net/people.php?id=177

HAPPY BIRTHDAY OKIAYU-SAN!!!!!!!!!!

THIS FABULOUS OSSAN DESERVES A BIRTHDAY BLOG POST ALL FOR HIMSELF.

Friday, November 16, 2012

http://www.pixiv.net/member_illust.php?mode=medium&illust_id=31411142

*snickers*

K - STRAY DOG STORY

Kuroh looks so much more handsome here than in the anime. The anime made him out to be very bishies, but here....he really looks like Joe. Sadly, I like the Kuroh in the manga better than in the anime. (most of the time this is the case haha ^^;)

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Songlist for AFA TM Rev concert

1.FLAGS
Opening song for Sengoku Basara Movie

A theme song for the game soft “Sengoku BASARA Chronicle Heroes”

2.Zips
機動戦士ガンダムSEED MSVテーマ曲
A theme song for GUNDAM SEED MSV

3.Web of Night (English Version)
Japanese Theme for Spider-Man 2

4. soul's crossing
Theme song for the Wii game “Soul Eater monotone Princess”

5. INVOKE 
1st opening song for GUNDAM SEED

6. Meteor -ミーティア-
One the BGM for GUNDAM SEED

7. vestige -ヴェスティージ-
Theme song GUNDAM SEED DESTINY

8. Save The One, Save The All
Theme Song for the BLEACH movie

9. resonance
Opening theme song for the TV anime “Soul Eater”

10. crosswise
Theme song for the Playstation 2 game soft “Sengoku Basara”

11. Naked arms
Opening song for Playstation3/Wii game soft “Sengoku BASARA3”

12. SWORD SUMMIT
Opening song for TV anime “Sengoku Basara”

13. ignited -イグナイテッド-
1st opening song GUNDAM SEED DESTINY

14. HEART OF SWORD ~夜明け前~
Ending theme song for “Rorouni Kenshin”

- アンコール -

15. The party must go on
Ending theme song for “Sengoku Basara the movie”

16. CHASE / THE THRILL
five times love was inevitable, and one time he made it happen.

Haha, an assassin fic. I like the KiseKasa one a lot. A lot.

kagami taiga's incredibly unfortunate life.

TAIGA HAREM. YUM. Haha, well, Kiseki no Kitties are cute. Wonder if Himuro will appear....

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OMG PSYCHO-PASS. IT'S SO DELICIOUSLY TWISTED THAT I'M LOVING EVERY EPISODE. NO REGRETS PICKING UP THIS SERIES. IT'S EASILY MY FAVOURITE ANIME THIS SEASON.

I MEAN, LOOK AT EPISODE 6. IT'S SO MACABRE THAT I'M ACTUALLY LAUDING SHOGO FOR BRINGING OUT THE TWISTED PSYCHOS IN HUMANS. He's the kind of villain I would like, the mastermind behind everything. And yes my two favourite characters are Shinya and Shogo. ^^

Can I bet that I might not be overly obsessive over the characters like Mukkun and Joe, but I can safely say that I love the series more than I love the characters? ^^;

Thursday, November 15, 2012

Rhithllafn the Phantom

Welcome to the Maple world, Rhithllafn the Phantom! I shall rise you to the ranks of my current generals Lleiddiad and Tywyllwch if you do an excellent job. Now I need to figure out how to steal skills from people.....

http://www.basilmarket.com/MapleStory-Guide-Phantom-the-thief-that-became-a-hero-432.html

I want to steal skills, especially that of thieves. Yes I'm biased. I find Dark Sight and Haste very useful. But there aren't any other thieves to steal from dammit. You can't steal from a Nightwalker! =.=

Well, at least we have priests among us. Heal and Holy Symbol oh yeah.

Edit: I managed to swipe skills after going FM1. So many thieves and warriors haha. And yes I am happy with Dark Sight and Haste in my possession. I realise, most skills we swipe are support skills, since they are more useful. Phantom himself already has nice attack skills to use, no need to steal other attacks at 2nd level. 3rd level has more variety though..... =w=

And well, I need to play RRyotarou, Lleiddiad, Tywyllwch and Rhithllafn everyday. I want to collect coins for RRyotarou especially (in fact all four haha), and coconuts and Alaskan ice for all four, simply because they restore 2000HP. RRyotarou and Tywyllwch need them more. It saves on buying potions. I will collect up to 300 each (10 times. Might take me a week.). And well, I want to send RRyotarou somewhere else to train, somewhere with level 110-120 monsters.

Yes, weapons, I am eyeing you for all my characters

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http://www.jefusion.com/2012/11/go-busters-vs-gokaiger-rumors-basco-s-new-form.html#.UKOmDdDGDOI.facebook


Wednesday, November 14, 2012

10 more posts to 2000. It has been 8 years since I've had this blog. It's probably time for me to change the header picture. My current two loves are Joe and Murasakibara.

....

I need to learn photoshop.

Tuesday, November 13, 2012

I love Anisong concert Sat songlist

BabyMetal Songlist:
1) ド・キ・ド・キ☆モーニング
2) いいね!
3) ウ・キ・ウ・キ★ミッドナイト
4) ヘドバンギャー!!

M.O.V.E Songlist:
1) GHETTO BLASTER
2) FLY HIGH
3) Romancing Train
4) Raise Up
5) Nobody Reason ~ノアの方舟
6) 恋しさと せつなさと 心強さと
7) DOGFIGHT
8) 世界のはじまり
9) GAMBLE RUMBLE

fripSide Songlist:
1) LEVEL5 -judgelight-
2) future gazer
3) way to answer
4) ( N/A )
5) everlasting
6) Heaven Is A Place On Earth
7) Fortissimo - The Ultimate Crisis
8) only my railgun

LiSA Songlist:
1) Rock-Mode
2) Oath Sign
3) 一番の宝物
4) Crossing Field
5) Confidence Driver
6) Wild Candy
7) Crow Song

FLOW Songlist:
1) Colors
2) Days
3) ブレイブルー ( BlazBlue / Brave Blue )
4) 残酷な天使のテーゼ
5) GO!!!

I knew it. FLOW sang 5 songs, not 4. But this isn't fair why only 5 songs >.> FLOW SHOULD HAVE MORE DAMMIT. CUT DOWN ON M.O.V.E, fripSide AND LiSA AND IT'LL BE FINE. I wanted to hear Re:member and Sign (I finally recalled more of FLOW's songs as I scanned through their discography) But yeah, I identified some of M.O.V.E's songs. And I really like DOGFIGHT, Sekai no Hajimari and Gamble Ramble.

Still........oh well.......
Listening to M.O.V.E and they aren't totally Eurobeat, or clubbing music that people think. I like the rock ones. So far I'm taking a liking to Dogfight, Romancing Train, Blazing Beat (I like the background beat). Noizy Tribe...(I think I'm liking those less Eurobeat and more rock. But I just attended two concerts, so it's natural if I feel like listening to music that gets people high XDDD)

And I've identified most of the songs they sang at Anisong concert.

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After staring at dark Joe, I've decided, some day I will cosplay that version. Give me the movie, give me time, I will make the accessories. It'll be my back-up plan for any cosplay.

Same for Ukyo's alternate outfits. I want them. For daily wear.

Sakia managed to convince Gen-chan (I had to call him that. Because, Fourze. He loves tokusatsu too, so he'll know the reference ><) to join Gokaiger. And he picked Sid-senpai. Oh gods. Plus Shannon and his girlfriend, who are doing Team Basco, we'll have a near full Gokaiger team.

>.<

CAN'T WAIT.

I think it's about time I create my own coscards. I feel bad when people give them to me and I have none to exchange. Coscards are more for exchanging contact details. I want either Ukyo or Joe. I'll flip if I use Cheshire, because, well, no.

Sunday, November 11, 2012

AFA2012 concert Sat

I hate my seating location. RIGHT IN FRONT OF THE SPEAKERS MY HEART CAN'T TAKE THE THUMPING BEATS YOU BASTARDS. If I were to get VIP tickets next time keep me away from the first 5 rows.

I do not like Babymetal. Nuff said. Not the kind of music I listen to.

I am interested in M.O.V.E. People say it's clubbing music, but hey I like it better when it's done live. I loved the rapper and now I want to listen to their songs so that I can rap. And they know how to get the crowd on high. Plus that free release song Sekai no Hajimari was lovely.

http://keijibankurabu.blogspot.sg/2011/08/sekai-no-hajimari-move.html

Genre: Eurobeat, tech-trance, electrorock, synthpop, rap rock, hip-pop, R&B. Well. Tell me about clubbing music.....

fripSide was cute. I knew most of their songs save for one because I didn't listen to it after her first album.

LiSA, well, she is powerful but I don't like her voice because it gets too shrill. My ears were ringing after that. I've listened to some of her songs and well, she doesn't sound as shrill in the recording. It's just me, but I don't follow trends. Yes I know she sang Oath Sign and SAO's opening song and god knows how many other famous anime, but well, I'm not a fan.

Flow you bastard THEY KNOW HOW TO GET THE CROWD ON HIGH. Sadly I only know Colours and Fighting Dreamer. THEY EVEN SANG A COVER OF CRUEL ANGEL'S THESIS. WHY ONLY 4 SONGS?! I'm so glad I chose their autographed poster out of the rest. And yes I will download their albums

Time to wait for next year's line-up. If they have people I actually listen to and recognise, then I might get concert tickets. Because I'll be working by then next year (I hope).

Friday, November 09, 2012

AFA2012 day 1

今日はTMREVのコンサートですね。おれ元気だぜ!


Here, have some Mukkun!Nigou and chibi Mukkun.

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http://www.animefestival.asia/afa12/i_love_anisong.html#hachiojip

I NEVER KNEW HACHIOUJI-P WILL BE AT AFA. WHYYYYYYYYYYYYY

I LIKE HIS DJ REMIXES. GO CHECK OUT SWEET DEVIL AND KiLLER LADY. I don't like Electric Love as much, but KiLLER LADY and SWEET DEVIL are fantastic songs to dance to.

Thursday, November 08, 2012

KHR409

Smokebomb

CONARTIST FIC OMG (yes that KiseKasa hint =DDD)

I'm a hopeless shipper of that pair. OAO And HimuKaga.

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And Katekyo Hitman Reborn ends at chapter 409 to an expected conclusion. It was a wonderful series so far. I enjoyed it a lot. Just, the ending was meh.

Time to move on.

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I feel stupid. I left my jacket in school, and only realised it was missing when I was halfway back home. Berated myself as I am now. If no one helps me, then fine, I'll completely wash my hands off this forsaken club. Not gonna attend anymore club meetings next year. TR forecasts? Do it yourself, if you can. You guys only occupy the same TRs anyway, what forecast?

I can't be bothered anymore.

I'm fucking sick and tired of being acknowledged only when they need me. Really, if all they gonna do is their own stuff, whyever should I appear? I probably shouldn't feel like this, but recent events plus my lack of progress in FYP is annoying me.

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Urgh, who the fuck took my jacket? I want to kick myself for being so forgetful. If I can't find it, I just have to dig around when I go Korea and get myself a new one. That jacket is beautiful. It's warm and fashionable enough to wear out.

And only Rui Shan helped me. Those who offered to help me look are either MIA or late for school. If possible I would have woken up at 5am and rushed to school by 730 to search. Or even exited my stop and rushed back to school. Just, no transport.

All this string of shitty, unfortunate events is making me so bitter I want to cut off all ties and move on. It'll be painful, but I'll live. I'll rant, I'll kick things, I'll break my head, I'll shed tears, but I'll live. I've learnt that bottling things up isn't healthy, but neither do I feel the need to talk about my problems with others all the damn time. As if they can help much.

Tuesday, November 06, 2012

I need to reread Kuroko no Basuke chapter 75 onwards to get a grasp of Himuro's character, and also Mukkun's character. Much as I know who they are, being a Yosen fan, I want to properly portray Himuro's character during AFA, and practise the expression.

I can do serious better than not.

Whee, looks like my exam manga companions are Karneval, Seiyuu ka (I haven't been reading, and it is already at chapter 65), and a lot of other manga from Mangafox. ^^; No running series I feel like reading now, lol. Unless, Samurai Deeper Kyo or GetBackers or something...

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http://youtu.be/dIcjh7B3yfA

OMG KIYAN'S VOICE FOR HIMURO. SUZUKEN'S VOICE FOR MUKKUN. KAMIYAN'S VOICE FOR AKASHI

Monday, November 05, 2012

MapleStory cosplay

ツイピク ログ

Artist: いもこ

This series of artwork, though AkaMido (I like this pair), is really tranquil. I like the subtlety of the art that tells the story of Akashi and Midorima in Teikou days and their relationship. It's...beautiful.

http://maliiiik.tumblr.com/post/34631981096

This is one of the cutest birthday doujins I've ever read. I really like how Himuro grabbed Mukkun in a chokehold, and Mukkun's still so nonchalant and he even piggybacked Himuro. Oh Liu why the hell did you "aru" for? (Hetalia reference wtf)

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この世界 MapleStory Phantom

Look at the picture, then the username. OTL And they were saying I should be either Phantom or Luminous. Coz baka musume was tempted to cosplay Evan/Freud, he showed us a picture of the Heroes. Trying to persuade Kei to be Mercedes, and Ven to be Aran. I'd pick Phantom (Luminous isn't out on Maplesea yet, but I WANT that class simply because of his powers)

But, this discussion will be put on hold. We were just discussing for fun haha. Same as Karneval - reserve Karoku for me once I clear my plans. I'm scared I can't even turn up for STGCC because of work, and I have plans for both days. KamiAso and DN Angel. I don't mind pushing back to AFA if that's the case, but well, when we start work we'll be busy as hell.

Sunday, November 04, 2012

カーニヴァル

カーニヴァル

Karneval

Time to browse pixiv ^^ But yeah, if there are characters I want to cos in Karneval, I'll pick Karoku. And then fangirl over Tsukitachi (because, Yucchi. Plus I like the Tsukitachi-Hirato-Akari OT3). I like both Karoku and Tsukitachi.

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Gwa, Akane (STGCC's Mukkun) is cosing Kuroh AND Himuro on AFA day 2! Both my favourite characters, haha, though I only like the serious Kuroh, not the fanboy. Nah, I have no habit of comparing myself with other cosplayers, so much as I like others' cosplays, I won't compare myself with them. No point. I have my own style of portraying the characters, who gives a shit how other cosplayers fare.

However, I will give you shit if you destroy my favourite characters' image with your bad portrayal of the character....

But I have a feeling Kuroh will not remain my favourite character for long....because, OnoD.

Though I definitely am more interested in Psycho-Pass than K....sigh....Shinya....Shogo....both psychos in different ways.....Shinya's the predatory, I-don't-give-a-fuck psycho. Shinya's the calculative, twisted psycho.

Saturday, November 03, 2012

キセキのハロウィン

キセキのハロウィン

Lemme guess.

Kise: Pirate
Kuroko: Cait Sith
Aomine: Werewolf
Akashi: Devil
Midorima: Vampire
Momoi: Witch
Murasakibara: Faerie

Wait, Mukkun as the Faerie (King? Lord?)? MY EYES DIDN'T DECEIVE ME. LOOK AT THE TAG むっくんまじフェアリー お菓子を差し出す勇気がない

Thanks, whoever drew it. I will try to write a supernatural fic based on this. Because, I am in love with faerie Mukkun and I want more supernatural fics.

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So tempted to cosplay Karneval, but I need to clear plans first =.= I'll put it on hold until I catch up to the manga - doing FYP and studying and playing Maple now. But if I were to pick a character, I'd do Karoku.

Wednesday, October 31, 2012

Happy Halloween 2012

Justice Patch kita!

I...am tempted to delete my Striker and create a new Thief class/Nightwalker. I don't know if the Dual Blade is coming back, but today I just want to study in the day, then play Maple at night while hoping the damn connection doesn't get lost on me like it did for the past 2 days. This is called self-control, idiot.

Thank god I have no Biz Finance lecture today.

Happy halloween!

I'm liking my new skills. Especially Shuriken Burst. Plus, they increased my HP and MP ^^ After my quiz, I shall delete my Striker and create a NightWalker. Should have created one in the first place, dang it......oh well, at least I'll get some stuff for creating new characters.

Not interested in creating Zen. I'm saving the slot for Phantom anyway.

Tuesday, October 30, 2012

氷室生誕祭2012

HAPPY BIRTHDAY HIMURO TATSUYA!!!



Yeah, well, I expect to find lots of my America trio and America pair fanart, besides the MukkunXHimuro ones that I accept but don't really like as much.

I was watching the remaining episodes of GTO 2012, and went pretty incensed at the last episode when all the students got beaten up rather badly by punks armed with metal poles and whatnot. Like, really, fuck you how dare you punch an innocent girl in the face. And then I got really fired up when I saw Yuki being beaten up as well. Badly. So badly I started cursing and swearing and threatening to throw heavy vehicles everywhere. Seriously, PUNCHING a nice girl in the face. YOU SEE IF I DON'T RETALIATE BY AIMING A BLUNT PEN AND A KICK AT YOUR BALLS YOU SHITTY BITCHES. HOW DARE YOU LAY WASTE TO PEOPLE'S HARD WORK AND EFFORTS.

I so need to write this kind of scene down in any fanfic. It's too good a scene to write.

I should start studying for Thursday's quiz. At least, memorize the formulas.

Sunday, October 28, 2012

Catch Me



http://www.kpoplyrics.net/tvxq-catch-me-lyrics-english-romanized.html

Lyrics (romanticized):

[Yunho] Catch me, girl!
[Changmin] Catch me now!

[Yunho] Catch me if you wanna
Catch me if you wanna
[Changmin] C-C-C-C-Catch me if you…

[Yunho] Han beon dan hanbeondo kkeutkkaji naege mameul yeonjeok eobseo
Nan machi byeogeul bogo seon deutan gibuniya geugeo aranni?
[Changmin] Gyeote itjiman deo oerowojil ppun tonight tonight tonight
Neol gidaryeotjiman igeon jom aniya ijen neol tteonanda

[Yunho] Gajima han madil motanda i baboga
[Changmin] Naega wae i baboman bwasseulkka? Cham motnan neol

[All] Baby catch me. Catch me. Catch me, girl, tonight
Tteona beorigi jeone (I’m serious I’m serious)
Nareul japgo makgo ulgo ttaerigo
Iyureul malhaejwotdamyeon (I’m serious I’m serious)

[Yunho] Oh, moreugetda neoui mame naega gipi isseowanneunji tto, aninji
[Changmin] Geuge gunggeumhae jichyeobeorigi jeone malhaejwo malhaejwo daedaphae

[Changmin] Siganeun neol geureoke mukkeo dulgeoya jigeum geu jarie
[Yunho] Nareul bonaejima huhoehage dwae miryeon jom tteoljima

[Yunho] Gajima han madil motanda i baboga
[Changmin] Naega wae i baboman bwasseulkka? Cham motnan neol

[Changmin] Handongan naegen neoman gadeuk chan gibun
Cham manhi haengbokhaetdeon gieogi na
[Yunho] Nugudo namankeum gidaryeojul sarameun no!
Eopdaneun geol [All] neon itjima

[Yunho] Aewonhaejugil barae nan gidarilge
Ijenajeojena nal tteonajima, mallago malhae
[Changmin] Neomu neuryeo, ni mameul jeonghal ttaekkaji
Neoman bonda nan dodaeche wae?
[Yunho] Aewonhaejugil barae nan gidarilge
Ijenajeojena nal tteonajima, mallago malhae
[Changmin] Babo naega wae neoreul saranghaetgenni?
Neo bakke eobseo dodaeche wae?

(dance break)

[Yunho] Gajima han madil motanda i baboga
[Changmin] Naega wae i baboman bwasseulkka? Cham motnan neol

[All] Baby catch me. Catch me. Catch me, girl, tonight
Tteona beorigi jeone (I’m serious I’m serious)
Nareul japgo makgo ulgo ttaerigo
Iyureul malhaejwotdamyeon (I’m serious I’m serious)

[Yunho] Catch me if you wanna
Catch me if you wanna
[All] C-C-C-C-Catch me if you wanna

Translation:
Catch Me, Girl!
Catch Me Now!

Catch me if you wanna
Catch me if you wanna
C-C-C-C-Catch me if you…

You’ve never opened your heart to me, not even once
I feel like I’m looking at a wall, you know that?
You’re next to me but I’m even lonelier tonight tonight tonight
I waited for you but this just isn’t it so now I’m leaving you

This fool can’t even tell me not to go
Why did I only look at this fool, at pitiful you?

Baby Catch Me. Catch Me. Catch Me, Girl, Tonight.
Before I leave (I’m serious, I’m serious)
If only you held onto me, stopped me, cried, hit me and told me the reason
(I’m serious I’m serious)

Oh, I don’t know if I’ve been deep inside your heart or not
That’s what I’m curious about – Before I get too tired, tell me, tell me, answer me

Time will tie you to that spot right there
Don’t let me go, you’ll regret it – stop being so foolish

This fool can’t even tell me not to go
Why did I only look at this fool, at pitiful you?

For a while, I felt like I was filled with you, I remember those happy memories
Don’t forget that there isn’t anyone to wait for you like I have – no!

I want you to beg for me so I’ll wait for you
Tell me, “Don’t ever leave me”
You’re too slow but I’m only looking at you till you make up your mind – why?
I want you to beg for me so I’ll wait for you
Tell me, “Don’t ever leave me”
Fool, why did I love you? I only have you – why?

This fool can’t even tell me not to go
Why did I only look at this fool, at pitiful you?

Baby Catch Me. Catch Me. Catch Me, Girl, Tonight.
Before I leave (I’m serious, I’m serious)
If only you held onto me, stopped me, cried, hit me and told me the reason
(I’m serious I’m serious)

Catch me if you wanna
Catch me if you wanna
C-C-C-C-Catch me if you wanna

Can't help it. The first time I heard this song, I was staring at the dance and analysing the composition. And I like it. The chorus has a style which I like. And if they had ended the last chorus a major 2nd higher, I would fall in love. The impact would have been greater. But if it's enough to get me to loop it, then surely it is good.
Shit. I realise there is one guy I may be able to pull off in Zetsuen no Tempest - Kusaribe Natsumura. Long-haired dude in a white coat and fedora. He's....cool. But we've decided to crossover Psycho-PASS and Zetsuen no Tempest in our photoshoot, so PICK A CHARACTER PEOPLE. I'm taking either Shinya or Shogo, though this depends on the future episodes. Because, and Sakia shares the same sentiments as I do, I'm more interested in cosing Psycho-PASS than K, gomen ^^ Too much hype about K, and all it reminds me of is Durarara and Baccano. K is only because there are more characters, and more people can join. I'm even willing to give up Kuroh to take Adolf the Silver King. But that has to wait and see, because seriously I have almost all of Kuroh's costume.

Just, Kuroh, you are NOT Yashiro's wife. WTF. I'd like to see anyone try to top me.

I think I'm gravitating towards long-haired guys, shit. Though I'd say, as long as he's cool/ cold, I don't mind the hair length.

Shinya or Shogo....*ponders* Watch and wait. I just want to try a psychotic character for once. I could be Akashi, because he's cold and absolute. But that means I need a Mukkun.

Yappari, kakkoi otoko ga ore no type da.

But....Shinya has his punk side. =DDDDDDDD

Sunday, October 21, 2012

Venting

No more.

I cannot deal with this anymore.

My patience is running precariously thin.

It wasn't as bad as Y2S2, because I really broke down during that period. Not the crying mess, but more of a slight mental breakdown that eventually led to a physical breakdown.

It was scary. I never want to experience it again.

Neither do I ever want to experience seeing red again.

I won't post a new status regarding this on FB. Whyever do I want to show the world my current mental status?

Using the Psycho-PASS system, I'm probably a latent criminal to be executed at will. My current mental health isn't clear.

But yeah, the number of times I was forced to wait was enough to fill a book. Case in point, I hate doing nothing. If I had my notes with me, I wouldn't mind as much. I could study while waiting. But if I had nothing to keep me busy, then obviously I would be irritated.

By now, people should know I hate being bored, that's why I hate meaningless waiting. I like to make use of my time to do something, no matter whether it's work or just playing games, reading manga etc. For all your talk about understanding characters very well, you can't pick this simple fact up.

No more. My final year is busy as hell. I cannot afford to waste so much time on meaningless stuff like waiting aimlessly with nothing to do. The next outing, I am not meeting them UNTIL they are at the place, or they find a dinner location, THEN I'll leave the house. I don't care - they have been making me wait for them, it's high time for them to wait for me. I'm not so nice a person, and to be honest, I am still me even if I suddenly turn cold and talk even less.

There is nothing wrong with me. The cold-hearted bastard was my past, buried self after all. I will go to the extreme just to prove that I'm serious, that I'm not all talk and no action.

And now I sound like some idiot trying to prove his worth to others. This is so not reassuring at all.....

50 Male Seiyuu Self Ranking

http://www.hibikiforum.com/sort/

Ranking | 順位Name | 名前
1置鮎龍太郎
Ryoutarou Okiayu
1遊佐浩二
Kouji Yusa
1鈴村健一
Kenichi Suzumura
4谷山紀章
Kishou Taniyama
4石田彰
Akira Ishida
6鳥海浩輔
Kousuke Toriumi
7宮田幸季
Kouki Miyata
8柿原徹也
Tetsuya Kakihara
9保志総一朗
Souichirou Hoshi
10寺島拓篤
Takuma Terashima
10三木眞一郎
Shinichirou Miki

They know me very well. My top three bias.

I won't bother with the rest, since I like them at pretty random times. But this part, I like MikiShin better than Miyata Kouki though. I like Miyata Kouki only because of Ukyo, but I prefer MikiShin. Also, I had liked Kishow even before I knew he was the lead singer of Granrodeo (which is recently).

Saturday, October 20, 2012

http://shirayukin.tumblr.com/post/33918231299/scans-from-weibo-k704

UKYO. NICE COSTUME AS ALWAYS. VERY PRACTICAL.

AND I'M TEMPTED TO MAKE ALL HIS COSTUMES AND WEAR OUT ON DAILY BASIS. It's nice enough to walk down the streets of Orchard Road or any urban area and still look good.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=05FcPEjklKw&feature=share

ONO YUUKI YOU MADE MY DAY WHEN YOU INCLUDED MUKKUN IN YOUR DREAM TEAM.

I still long for my America Pair. TTATT

Friday, October 19, 2012

K episode 3

Oh my Suoh, so sexy XDD If I want to ship I'll ship MikotoXReisi. AkaAo XDDD

I am disappointed in you, OnoD. You destroyed Kuroh. That is not Joe. That, is derp!Yuki. And sadly, much as I refuse to admit it, I am also rather idiotic.

Wait, Totsuka died?! WTF And I just saw him in the manga dammit. I'm sorry, 7 colour-coded kings. I like Blue, haha, because they people are serious. And Fushimi is rather cool (even though he's a traitor to Homura). XD But I also like Red because I have my barbaric side.

Well, see first. I am liking all the characters so far.

I give up. I fucking give up. Kuroh, is mostly Joe when he's being cool, but when it comes to Ichigen-sama, he's Ryuunosuke, ie Shinken Blue. Now I'm half expecting him to go "TONOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO" OTL He's such a Blue Ranger omg.

Yes, Neko, making Shiro and Kuro completely naked will be greatly appreciated. XDDDDDDDDDDDD

Thursday, October 18, 2012

勿忘草

http://rejetweb.jp/wasurenagusa/blog/

Shinsengumi Wasurenagusa. Such pretty art, and each of them so eroi... XDDD I want the Drama CDs, thanks. *jiiis retsuya*

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OMG I AM CONVINCED I WANT PHANTOM AND LUMINOUS. PHANTOM IS WAY TOO SEXY (he reminds me of Dark, ahaha). I'VE ALREADY COME UP WITH HIS NAME.

AND LUMINOUS USES THE POWER OF LIGHT AND DARKNESS. I'm sorry, any power that utilizes darkness attracts me as much as powers that use fire, except that I didn't create my Flame Wizard because I dislike how low the mages' lives are.

Path of Darkness or Path of Light. YOU KNOW MY ANSWER XDDDDD As for name....I guess

I saw Dragon Knight, and I'm like "That's kungfu pirate." He has the power of the panda, tiger and dragon! I'm sorry, when I see tigers and dragons now, I'm reminded of Kagami and Himuro. Because Taiga and Tatsuya. Tiger and Dragon. HOW CAN PEOPLE NOT SHIP THEM URGH.

Dual Blade, I'm still waiting for you....though I think he's never coming back.... >.>

Wednesday, October 17, 2012

Let me rant

You know what. I'm getting sick and tired of being more sensitive than usual. Really, so what if I'm not around? Does it matter? I'm not the center of the universe, I don't need the attention, I don't even crave recognition. Why the fug should I care? I'm graduating next year. By then I'll be distanced from VAS. I already am distancing myself from this wonderful club due to lessons and work.

Time to face reality, self. Time to move on. Time to stop emo-ing and thinking I'm important to the people around me. They can live without me; so can I. My presence, or lack of it, does not affect their decisions. I don't have to care. I can be a Kuroko for all I want, and no one will know.

I.really.don't.need.to.care.

Tuesday, October 16, 2012

Maple musings

A Striker, while attacks are pretty high because he's close range, can be rather slow. I wish I had taken Night Walker or Wind Breaker, but I wanted to try Pirate. Oh well, wait till this guy is level 70, then we see how crazy his attacks can be. Tywyllwch is scary, defeating a level 98 Bonefish when he's only level 70. Then again, the Legends will get Nerfs during the Justice patch...oh well, poor Lleiddiad and Tywyllwch.

Maybe I'll take Dragon Knight when it comes out then. I know I want my Phantom. Luminous will probably be my first mage class - angel wings, how can I not resist that?! Just like how I couldn't resist an Elf and a Demon. =3 I think it's called the Justice patch.

I'm a thief-dominant player. I want Dual Blade (please come back), and Phantom (Nov 14 I'm looking at you). I can't wait for Nov 1 when my Sin will get an upgrade. I want to test them out, haha. Then maybe I can try defeating the hoblin king in Silent Crusade quest without time running out.

Someday, I'll create a Night Walker.

Saturday, October 13, 2012

Musings and rants: KuroBasu 185, Psycho-PASS

First up, KuroBasu 185.

Frankly speaking, I like this match better than Rakuzan vs Shuutoku. Because it IS exciting. Kise copying all the Kiseki no Sedai moves, including Kuroko's. And breaking Kuroko's drive. Whee.

Now what will you do, Seirin? ^^ Or rather, what will you do, Kuroko?

Call me sadistic or what, but the protagonist school MUST face worthy challenges after all.

I love serious Kise more than his whipped puppy side (duh. Since when have I liked idiots?).

Perhaps, after the Winter Cup, I'll decide which match I like the best. Currently, my favourite is the Yosen match. Because it turns out Mukkun the tsun baby likes basketball despite denying it. That development is so cute, haha.

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And Psycho-PASS, for all its (lack of) hype, now has a fandom war. Seriously, wtf. How low can you be to simply hate a heroine just from the first episode, saying she's worthless, too naive, what the hell did she shoot Shinya that bitch. Excuse me, rabid fangirls, you aren't the one put in that situation. You have never faced a situation where you have to make a decision between saving or killing someone. Akane has her morals, dammit. Put in that situation, I probably won't be like her, but I can understand her trying to keep her values in a dark and gritty world.

Face it, how would YOU have reacted if you were forced to kill a person? For all my sadistic tendencies, I haven't thought of how I would react if I ever killed someone. If fangirls hate her simply because she got in their yaoi way, that's it I'm never going down the fujoushi route again, not that I've ever walked down one in the first place.

If the main character had been male, the reactions would be so different. He'll be the immediate uke of BL pairings, no one will hate him because he's so naive and adorable, so forgivable. Dude, I'll shoot him immediately if he appears before me.

Thanks a lot, you just made me think less of fujoushis. I can only count my blessings that my fujoushi friends aren't as bad, otherwise you'll see me dissing them IMMEDIATELY.

Forget "Your OTP is shit" "I'll give you three seconds to run.", I'll cut you down before the three seconds are up.

Much as I am amused by the war (I am, really), these are just my two cents' worth. I like Psycho-PASS, I like the characters, and I am interested in knowing how Akane will live with the reality she is facing as the story progresses.

Friday, October 12, 2012

火氷の日

TODAY IS KAGAHIMU DAY. (Oct 12)

OR HIMUKAGA DEPENDING ON HOW YOU VIEW THE DATE. (12 Oct)

OR HIMUKAGAHIMU (12 Oct 2012)

MY NUMBER ONE KUROKO NO BASUKE SHIPPING EVER.

SO TO CELEBRATE AND MARK THIS OCCASION....


Source: 火氷の日


Source: 火氷の日!

I'm sorry, no drabble for them. Too preoccupied with FYP today. QAQ Maybe next time....if I ever pull myself out from my no-BL/GL fic rule. I'm fine with hints, but not outright haha.

Psycho-PASS

Psycho-PASS is as awesome as the trailers entail. The gritty dark elements, the psychological mindscrew, a much needed reprieve from the moe stuff Japan has been showing. I shan't argue there won't be BL pairings - the showdown between Shinya and Shogo in the beginning screams HARDCORE BL (I shan't dispute that, though I firmly believe I'm watching this show not for any shipping but the action) - but no matter what, I have the capacity to watch shows without shipping anything.

I watch shows with the intention of absorbing the action too.

And yes, Psycho-PASS is a keeper. Plus K.

And Psycho-PASS is what I need - a cold-blooded Enforcer. I want to gather my thoughts and put on the coldest expression I can give. One that chills even though you're looking at a picture. All of them are psychotic in a way, which is strangely interesting.

Deciding between Shinya and Shogo....^^

Wednesday, October 10, 2012

Microfic Meme by half_sleeping

I died at MuraHimuKaga. It gave me a warm feeling. Actually, KiseKasaAo was pretty good. I LIKE MUCH MUCH. MuraAkaMido was like some powerhouse. Too formidable, haha. And AkaKagaKuro is really wow. And I was snorting at Aomine.

XDDDD

Yes I do like Kagami as a character, because he isn't as bad a character as you think.

Ah, now I want to write my own microfic memes......just, no pairing idea yet.


Tuesday, October 09, 2012

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MUKKUN

HAPPY BIRTHDAY 紫原敦!





お誕生日おめでとうむっ君ひめ~

Monday, October 08, 2012

Waiting patiently for Psycho-PASS this Friday. I have a feeling I'm going to be bowled over by the sheer awesomeness of the series. I need the adrenaline, haha.

One assignment down, one presentation this week.
Remaining: two assignments, one presentation, one FYP

Yep, my school life is bleak indeed.

Saturday, October 06, 2012

K Project

GODDAMMIT YATOGAMI KUROH YOU ARE JOE. HOW CAN YOU NOT BE JOE'S YOUNGER SELF????!!!!! OR JOE AT ALL

Which translates to - I'm taking him. Anyone else who touches him can jump off the cliff.


夜刀神狗朗

How cold do you want me to be? A cold-hearted bastard? Sure, give me a reason, and I'll do it naturally. Because I was a cold bastard before I started warming up to people and getting along with more people. Can't tell? Coz I changed. We all do.

Wednesday, October 03, 2012

Kurobasu 184

Kurobasu 184

Oh wow, Kise copied Kuroko's Phantom shot. Excellent. I think it was mentioned that he could copy the Kiseki no Sedai moves for a short time? But yeah, Shuutoku vs Rakuzan aside (with all the damn crying and angst), Kaijou vs Seirin will be interesting!

Looking forward to Seirin vs Rakuzan. I wonder what kind of developments the members will make. Kuroko cannot depend on what he showed us during the Yosen match already. He needs to evolve even further.....

Sunday, September 30, 2012

Vindictive fun

I'm amused.

No, really. They left without me. If not for Kai wearing completely white, I wouldn't have noticed them. Plus, by the time I spotted him, it was a good distance, one street away. They had already crossed the road. And no one realised they had left without me until I mentioned it.

I was amused, to the tipping point of turning vindictive. I even harboured the thought of disappearing completely and hiding somewhere until they would start calling. I'll even count the time they take before they realise I wasn't around.

It's me. I'm sadistic and evil at times. I'll do it. I won't call them either, because I know where they are heading. 

Friday, September 28, 2012

キセキの世代

http://www.pixiv.net/member_illust.php?mode=medium&illust_id=29752788
http://www.pixiv.net/member_illust.php?mode=manga&illust_id=28123226

キセキの世代

Searching for Kiseki + Kagami (if possible) for a casual shoot our dear friend Kanoe-chin wants. Most likely will end up with the Mafia version posted on the feed.

http://www.pixiv.net/member_illust.php?mode=medium&illust_id=30239855

I'm not gonna deny, but this is so cute. I'm dying from the cute.

http://www.pixiv.net/member_illust.php?mode=medium&illust_id=29488611

And so is this. MUKKUN >////////////////////////<

http://www.pixiv.net/member_illust.php?mode=medium&illust_id=30264844

Kagami: hmmm, you're already awake? You know, you could just sleep a little more...
Aomine: whose sleeping face are you looking at? the next time i catch you i'm going to strike you down.
Midorima: hey. gimme back my glasses. hmm? Of course I wanna watch oha-asa, but before that it's your face I wanna see.
Kise: your sleeping face really is cute. Hai, morning kiss~
Akashi: who said you could leave my side, I haven't given my permission.
Murasakibara: arara, your bedhair is fluffy. looks delicious... mind if i eat it?
Kuroko: are you already awake? I'm sorry. Can't we stay like this a little longer?

I'm trying not to grin like an idiot. MUKKUN. AKASHI >////////////< STOP GIVING ME FANFIC IDEAS.

氷室辰也 火神大我

One of my favourite pixiv artists:
花沢

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