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Thursday, February 27, 2014
Ficcing
Then Kei spammed me with Maple pixiv fanart, mostly Luminous/Phantom and some delicious Eclipse/Phantom, and hell, I need to write Maple fics. Eclipse/Phantom/Luminous hell yes. Something yummy.
Someday I want to try horror. The darkness of the heart. That black void where no one ventures.
Tuesday, February 25, 2014
KITTY MAKER
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Kitty!Joe, or at least the image was based of |
Bonus: Banana-kun because someone requested.
Like I said, I suck at drawing.
Saturday, February 22, 2014
Usually I don't reply, but heck. Then there are the extreme idiots who think I have a girlfriend, which puts me off worse than the boyfriend topic. I'm straight, even if I accept other sexualities that exist in the urban dictionary (mainly because I can't be bothered. Who gives a shit as long as you are a great person.).
Seriously. Exasperating. And yet cute.
They better NOT find me on Facebook. Not yet.
I refuse to adhere to the "Children will be children" mantra. I call bollocks. If we don't educate them from young, who's going to? Things like bullying, calling each other names just to rile them up, using swear words on friemds (Ok, let's just say I'm more easy-going on that as long as no figure of authority is around, because I use them too. I've already learnt to hold my tongue, and replace them with more polite but no less insulting terms)
Useless paperclip
Friday, February 21, 2014
Weird dream
When the monsters shattered the doors and floated oh-so-slowly in, I had grabbed S and was already manhandling him into the lift, ignoring his protests. I heard a scream, turned around to see several of the people wrapped by those tendrils. Something horrible was done to them, like their very selves were consumed.
"Holy shit."
Thursday, February 20, 2014
Give me time, say 3 - 4 years. I want to see if I still have interest. I'm slowing down my cosplays already. I've nothing planned for next year in fact, because I don't want to pick up new plans until I'm sure my current/in-progress ones are settled.
Here's a goal: I want to attend an overseas convention, high chance cosplaying toku. No weapons - I'M NOT BRINGING ANY WEAPONS OVERSEAS YA HEAR ME??!!
Cosplay gives me something to do.
VIVALDI'S FOUR SEASONS 'WINTER' + LET IT GO
EXCELLENT CHOICE, NOT ENTIRELY UNPREDICTABLE (Because, quote a classical season piece and the first thing that comes to mind is Vivaldi.)
Wednesday, February 19, 2014
.......
If anyone calls me a cold-hearted bastard for no reason, I will give you a glare that will surely make me the epitome of cold.
Just because I don't openly show concern, I don't openly say what I think, I'm unfeeling? I don't get positive encouragement to make the first steps. I've seen enough insincere care and concern just for one's own gain and the other party's demise. Don't think for a second that I'm incapable of thinking like them - I just have slightly more morals and self-assertion to NOT do such an underhanded means. I've my own pride.
Yes I am cold. I am indifferent to most things except those who matter. I am no hero, but I will sacrifice myself for those who matter. Even if it kills me to do so.
I am apathetic. But not extremely.
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I saw this tumblr post and snorted. I agree in a way.
That's all I'm gonna say. Can't be bothered to launch into a lengthy argument.
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http://ask-the-king-of-mirkwood.tumblr.com/post/77109696611/so-i-heard-poorly-edited-valentines-day-cards-was
Hn.
One of the few good things for me today.
Laughing at bad character pick-up lines
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http://www.hypable.com/2014/02/16/pushing-daisies-revival-in-the-works/
Yay!
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http://www.buzzfeed.com/juliapugachevsky/reasons-why-you-need-to-start-singing?bffb
Well. I still prefer my instruments to my voice.
Tuesday, February 18, 2014
Citrus Grape
Prohibited
Ryouma/Kouta/Micchi kinda.
Pet Project
Ryouma/Kouta
Look how far I've sunk.
I do want to try the combination of lemon, orange and grape. Grape and lemon are my favourite flavours.
I'm waiting for apple to appear in Gaim. I get a feeling apple holds great significance in Gaim. Or, to throw people off, none at all.
Usually, when we talk about fruits, apples come to mind. Followed by oranges. Then other fruits come in.
Sunday, February 16, 2014
Who what HUH OMG THIS IS PRETTY COOL. Though I prefer John coming along the next time Sherlock gets his arse back in 221B Baker Street.
FANFICS HERE I COME *RUNS*
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I can't help but think that Khan (Star Trek. Where Benedict plays Khan) is genetically modified Sherlock, like it's set post-Reichenbach Falls or something. The long coat doesn't help.
OAO
Yep I'm deep in 3D now. 2D doesn't hold as much interest because, there's nothing interesting recently. I mean, well.
Well.
I think I prefer TenAku, even though Seventh Heaven angels seem manlier.
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Oh my. Tokkyuger is so Den-O. Imagination. Really? Plus Den-O's villains are known as Imagins. I can see were you're going, man. Though the Tokkyugers identify by numbers rather than colour. Heh.
I like the design for the lackeys though. TRAIN BANDITS.
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MUKKUN HAIR PORN IN KNB. OK I WILL FIND TIME TO WATCH. ONCE I'M DONE WITH WHATEVER OTHER VIDEOS I'M SUPPOSED TO WATCH.
Friday, February 14, 2014
Happy Vday to my OTPs
The only thrill I get is the surge of fanfics and fanart from my fandoms.
But yeah. Today didn't go well at all.
I don't want to talk about it.
I need to cool down before I do something I regret. So far I've not done anything stupid, but I need a distraction.
I won't cry. The tears hurt my eyes.
There's no point. I'm frustrated.
A - Atrocious
B - Bad/Bollocks/Bullshit
C - Catastrophic
D - Disastrous/Dreadful
E - Excruciatingly Painful (extremely doesn't cut it)
F - Frustrating
G - Grating On My Nerves
H - Horrible
Thursday, February 13, 2014
I miss dancing
GAH せぇ AND わっちゃん DANCE VIDEOS ARE NICE TO WATCH. Ok, they don't beat my Nico dance idol butsudankamen (NO ONE BEATS MY BUTSUDANKAMEN. YES I LOVE DO@RAT AND YAKKUN TOO BUT BK IS MY KAMISAMA) but let's face it, these dances look fun to learn.
I'm a biased piece of shit. WAVE is my favourite. I like the song, I like the version sung by kradness.
I miss dancing. Or, since I'm not trained, I miss moving my limbs to the best of my abilities according to the dance moves choreographed by dancers.
Toei Hero Next 4
PUDDING
IN TOEI HERO NEXT 4
FINALLY
I'm a little sad he was too busy to be in the same movie with the Gokaiger cast in Toei Hero Next 3, but well, let's just say, I didn't really like the romance concept. I enjoyed Piece, because Ryon's acting was really good. Still, the good thing about Toei Hero Next movies is the combination of all the toku elements.
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I'm nearly sobbing (figure of speech) from this fic Concerning Roses, and the Keepers of the Bees. It's beautiful. So perfect.
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This Japan trip. This upcoming Japan trip that Sakia and I are planning. (Whether there be additional people joining us, I'm uncertain as of now.) There must be onsen, Zao Village, Toku Museum, Kamen Rider the Diner at Pasela, karaoke at Pasela.
Nothing wrong with ransacking Mandarake for doujins though XD SELF. SET A LIMIT. A LIMIT ON HOW MUCH STUFF YOU WANT TO BRING HOME.
I want a light luggage.
Wednesday, February 12, 2014
The red contact lenses are pretty.
*_*
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I read horoscopes with a pinch of salt, but the descriptions in this link are rather accurate.
I snorted when I saw 表面温和到别人误以为很好欺负,其实内心脾气大的可怕;性格矛盾分裂,自尊超强
This roughly translates to "Looks gentle on the outside, hence people think it's easy to bully them, but their inner selves are scary: bipolar personality change and huge pride."
Eff you that is ME. As in, the part where others think I'm easy to bully because I don't look scary. I get that all the fucking time. From everyone.
狮子座的人不容易让人看见他们受伤,
在感情中就算分手,无论自己是不是被辜负的一方,
因为平日的形象就太坚强了所以连自己受伤的时候,
也都在安慰别人说自己没事,
深怕亲友担心,带着无所谓的面具,默默承受一切,
就因为狮子的面具太坚强了让大家一直误以为他们对情伤无所,
总是可以很快好起来
只有真正懂得狮子座的人,
才能看见眼底那一缕似有似无的哀伤,
才能明白是什么让狮子座如此的义无反顾,
是什么让狮子变得如此忽冷忽热捉摸不定,
才能体会狮子的坚强只是竭力掩饰的脆弱。
I agree with this. I hide my emotions a hell lot.
And yes, I have long decided that if I were to fall in love, there will only be one person for me. Because, I don't love easily. Perhaps, the thought of walking away is a nicer form of saying I'm running away.
I also exhibit Virgo traits. Mainly in the cool, apathetic part. I'm not wholly apathetic, but when I am, yeah.
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Damn, now that I know Sano Gaku acted in GTO 2012 with Pudding, I feel like rewatching the show. I enjoyed it a lot, really. Because AKIRA is awesome. Shirotan is awesome. Pudding is awesome. And now Gakkun.
Ok, I think there needs some Pudding/Gakkun. Or Joe/Kouta. I don't know. Don't ask.
This.
I get it. I do. Which is why, on normal days, I just shut up, because I know.
On bad days, I shut up because, screw you you're not the only one having problems. The scale of the problem shouldn't be comparable because we are all different, how it affects us differs too. Whatever assumption you make, is your words. Not mine.
Just because something seems trivial to you, doesn't mean it's trivial to others. We shouldn't put its significance based on our own assumptions on others. You don't know the backstory. You don't know if the person just wants to be pitied. You don't know anything.
http://imgur.com/2kQcifM
So cute.
SO CUTE
Did I make the right choice?
Tuesday, February 11, 2014
Ryouma/Kouta yesssssss
Gaim OT5 - Takatora, Ryouma, Micchi, Kouta and Kaito
Gaim OT4 - Takatora, Ryouma, Micchi and Kouta
.....
Shit.
Falling deeper into the Gaim fandom.
Calpernia
http://pelennors.tumblr.com/post/74861541530/another-gifset-of-lee-pace-as-calpernia-addams
How is this guy so gorgeous as a lady.
http://pelennors.tumblr.com/tagged/lee%20pace
HIS FINGERS. ARE SO SLENDER. I AM HYPERVENTILATING JUST STARING AT HOW HOT LEE LOOKS AS A LADY.
EXCUSE YOU SIR
Sunday, February 09, 2014
For tokusatsu, I will pick up my pen.
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I'm trying to study Tsune's smirk as he acts the role of Ryouma. I want to practise his smirk. It is very believable.
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http://www.pixiv.net/member_illust.php?mode=manga&illust_id=40927607
If Gaim were an otoge....*kicks Durian out* (I have little patience with arrogant flamboyant people who think the rest are shits, nevermind the sexual orientation)
Bana/Oren and Budo/Oren
I snorted at the last image. These two perverts. XD
But, I approve. There needs to be a fic like that. Kouta-centric. Where everyone suddenly finds the appeal of Kouta after seeing Sports Danshi or something, I don't know. (FIC IDEA)
戒紘 is Kaito/Kouta
光紘 is Micchi/Kouta
I think, it won't hurt to find Gaim doujins right? Kouta-centric XD The characters I decide as the vehicle, aren't my favourite characters. I like Kouta yes, but my top favourite is Ryouma. He's probably 2nd, with Takatora.
http://www.animenewsnetwork.com/news/2014-02-08/kamen-rider-war-film-lets-fans-vote-on-ending
Showa vs Heisei battle vote! I voted for Showa, then for Heisei because I sucked at reading kanji.
..........
My fic writing skills are extremely rusty. Lemme see if I can pen some ideas.
Saturday, February 08, 2014
I never noticed it was Sano Gaku in GTO 2012 because my attention was on Shirotan. Yeah, Shirotan vs Pudding and of course Shirotan stole my attention because he's more badass than sweet Pudding. But crap, I actually like the interaction between Sano and Pudding's characters. OTL
Gives me a reason to watch that GTO special I've been putting off.
Friday, February 07, 2014
I WANT TO GO THERE.
I WANT TO SPLURGE THERE.
This is the last time I'm doing such a thing. No more
The dark companion.
Because I need to organize myself.
I cannot let my mind deteriorate further. It's gone from bad to worse. And people think teenagers going through puberty are the emo asshats.
I told myself, no more angsty, unhappy, angry posts on Facebook. Because, no one will care. I'm not so self-centered to think that people will care whether you're pissed at something or not. NO. Snap out of it if you haven't. The whole world doesn't revolve around you. You're not a Time Lord. You can't control Time. You can't regenerate. You're not the most important person in the universe. You're just a complex body made of atoms. Particles.
And I achieved that.
..............
I'm doing it again.
.............
Get me out of here.
Thursday, February 06, 2014
Epic otoge music.
Just listen.
I don't know about you, I don't particularly care about you, if there's one thing to say about otoge, it's how much I love the OST. Lover doesn't cut it anymore - I'm a music junkie. I love listening to OSTs from everywhere. I don't care whether it's from a fandom I like or not - once you know my tastes, you know how to get me.
To let off some steam. Don't mind me
Wednesday, February 05, 2014
WhoTP
Calpernia! Damn. Lee really is pretty here.
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I promise to go back to Pushing Daisies after I'm done with Dr Who! I just finished Season 4. Best episode ever, or maybe it's because I'm a fan of old friends meeting up and saving the world. I ship 10th/Rose so hard, it hurts. My Dr Who OTP. WhoTP. WHOTP. Whotp. Who Tee Pee.
Because it's so bittersweet. And poor Donna. She was really awesome.
I will watch the specials, then move on to Season 5. 11th Doctor, played by Matt Smith.
Lovely. Simply Marvelous.
JUST AS SAKIA AND I WERE DISCUSSING WHY WE COULDN'T FIND THE 3RD TOEI HERO NEXT MOVIE. IT APPEARS! THANK YOU.
I want the 5th Toei Hero Next movie to star Sano Gaku, Takasugi Mahiro and Kobayashi Yutaka. I need these three inside somehow. Throw in Kubota and Tsune inside if you want.
http://13oysandm3n.wordpress.com/2014/01/29/d%E3%82%B9%E3%83%8614th%E3%80%8E%E5%8D%81%E4%BA%8C%E5%A4%9C%E3%80%8Ftwelfth-night/
AND THIS. I SAW IT AND WANTED TO WATCH FOR THE HELL OF IT.
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Senpai Makishima Shy and Himuro Kira from Lagrange Point. I died when I saw the name Ookawa Genki. IT'S MASSU AND GENKI ON THE SAME SERIES. AND KENN. MY TENIMYU BOYS.
But Shy is very handsome. I shall wait for the mini albums and singles to be out.
A promise
Never again.
A promise to myself.
Never again.
I'm annoyed but calm. Calmer than I thought I would be. Must be all the experience dealing with kids that's helping me keep a cooler head.
A cool head means rational thoughts and better decisions despite the lack of time. It beats panicking and not being able to think properly. What's a few thorns here and there? If I don't come out better, stronger, and tougher, I would have failed.
I'm a survivor. I will adapt. I will survive.
Dr Who S4E10
This episode clearly shows irrational fear making people do stupid things and form decisions that could jolly well haunt them forever for all I care. That last part before the Doctor asked for the hostess' name really disgusted me. Sorry Doctor, I know you love humans because they are brilliant in their evolving ways, but I cannot stand stupidity, uselessness and idiots. No, don't tell me how I would feel and react under such life-threatening circumstances - I have experienced events that almost made me regret my decisions because I wasn't thinking properly. Not out of fear, but due to negative thoughts clouding my mind. It's the same. No matter the cause, your mood does affect your decisions. And it's always people making stupid decisions that makes me want to toss them overboard myself just because they're irritating the shit out of me.
Thank gods I live in the real world. Otherwise I might have been one of the first few to die, or the last few survivors who would willingly threaten to toss annoying, useless people overboard just to shut them up.
I am calm. I am steady.
I'm not retracting my statements. I really cannot stand stupidity and uselessness. Hence I cannot tolerate stupid idiots in the shows I watch, both 2D and 3D. I can tolerate dorks. I can tolerate adorable idiots who do it because they're just adorable (like real artists) and not real fools who seriously need a good beating for all the trouble they cause. Like, damn you useless paper clip look what you've done and you're making others clean up the mess you created.
Tuesday, February 04, 2014
I think Urobuchi needs to participate in Garo scriptwriting someday. He made Gaim such a good show, mostly because I appreciate dark elements and blurred lines.
http://bbcsherlockftw.tumblr.com/post/75568012362/ladies-and-gentlemen-family-and-friends
Dear Sherlock, why do I love you so much.
http://ssbobpul.tumblr.com/post/71819753113/gil-galad-thranduil-legolas
http://ssbobpul.tumblr.com/post/75057869678/http-ssbobpul-tumblr-com-post-71819753113-gil-gal
Gilgalad. Oh my gawd. Thranduil and Legolas. The picture of Legolas peeking out from behind Thranduil to stare at Gilgalad was kinda adorable. XD
Monday, February 03, 2014
Oh my god Jack you're so cute. DOCTORRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
Amused.
So amused. Good to see you again you immortal being. I don't give a shit that he's openly bi in the series - dude, he's still a charming bastard. Charming and sassy. I couldn't help my grin during the interaction between Jack and 10th Doctor. They are both on adrenaline rush I swear.
I think I might watch Torchwood someday.
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Who.the.hell.came.up.with.the.idea.of.Cumberbatch.as.the.13th.doctor. From the Wholock fanfics I read. Let's just say, fanfics are pretty awesome to read when they are written well. But crap, Ben C as 13th Doctor. I like the idea. Whether it comes true or not, not my problem.
Still, speaking of fanfics, I'm waiting patiently for more Gaim fics that aren't Kureshimacest or RyouTaka. I want Kouta-centric fics. I can't write, because mine are crack. I can write crack and humour better than anything else. Still learning to write dark stories and horror. And I don't write smut even if I read them.
I have an AO3 account. But I won't post anything there until I've written a few presentable fanfics and drabbles. Also, until I come up with a nice pseud. I don't really stick with one username because I prefer not to be easily tracked. It's more fun if people go "OMG SO YOU'RE THAT *insert username here*!!!"
Sunday, February 02, 2014
I must admit, they are scary. In the HOLY CRAP WHY ARE THEY SO FAST THEY'RE COMING CLOSER I CAN'T GET AWAY HELPPPPP DON'T TOUCH ME. Brings "You'll be dead in a blink of an eye." to a whole new level. Though I was going "OOOOOO THAT WAS REALLY COOL OH WHY DO YOU LOOK SO OLD HOLY HELL LONELY ASSASSINS? THAT'S NICE EXCEPT PLEASE YOU STAY AWAY FROM THE TARDIS I LIKE THAT POLICE BOX THANK YOU VERY MUCH.
Damn you Moffat. I dislike you but the Weeping Angels concept is good. That made me pick up Doctor Who in the first place.
I like Captain Jack Harkness. He's pretty awesome. And I realise why I like his face - he reminds me of Yutaka.
I still want a Kouta harem. Main riders and Red sentais are always the center of harems. Always.
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On a side note, omg. hadeniikuze and bonjourentrez reblogged Kamiaso anime.
On my Tumblr dash. On Retsuya's dash.
I'm just amused. Jawdroppingly amused. It was completely unexpected. But somehow it inspires me to make my Hades more convincing during our Kamiaso photoshoot. Our Anubis has yet to debut. And I always post some nice cosplay pictures on Tumblr, Deviantart and WorldCos (maybe when I have nicer solo photos then I'll upload to CureCos.). Now I have Twitter, I can also upload some cosplay photos there....if I choose to.
I hope to cosplay Zero, post a photo on Twitter, tag Ray-san and thank him for being such an awesome Zero. I really enjoy Garo series.