Not my best birthday ever, but hey, I can't always wish for good birthdays can I? Birthdays are but another day of the year. For as long as I remember, I haven't had much need to celebrate birthdays with presents. As long as I get to indulge myself a little, I'm alright with anything.
2009 - I don't even remember what I did, it was my first year in university
2010 - Natsumatsuri
2011 - Ao no Exorcist cosplay team
2012 - Cosplaying Ukyo for CCA booth
2013 - Dinner at Manhattan Fish Market because I wanted mudpie
2014 - Celebrated one day earlier at Neko no Niwa at night where the cats were more awake. Okay fine, now to watch videos and
Today is a mixture of good and bad.
I snapped at the trombones and cornets for generally being noisy. I dislike band members who do not make use of their time when they aren't playing anything, then when it's their turn to play, they make mistakes as if they are unfamiliar with the score. Excuse you, it's your damn job to look through the score, figure out the rhythm, ask if you don't know.
It's one thing if you want to talk, or play with friends, but it's another if your volume is louder than another section's playing. Then when it's time for everyone to play, "WAIT. WAIT."
Screw you, you should be waiting for me/the instructor/conductor, not the other way round. I can be sarcastic, I can be funny, I can be easily disrespected because I don't look as commanding, but it's
Some of posts that make my day
Ven's
Little Miss Muffet is my favourite cat from Neko no Niwa. We went there yesterday because Keitty couldn't make it today.
Keitty's
"Happy birthday motherfucker."
Excuse you Roman. And Wilfried and Prof Paul. Or Professors Roman, Wilfried and Leonard.
Stupid Keitty.
Zhengyang's
Yeah she drew me this lovely fanart, because she really likes my Phantom cosplay. Thank you!
Damien's
I was pleasantly surprised when he posted on my wall. I mean, how many famous (or at least, the more internationally well-known ones) cosplayers would do that for their fans? He and Ori are very nice, indulging their fans and generally being hilarious when they interact because they don't give a fuck.
(Yeah Ori and Damien are together. No I'm not homophobic, fuck you if you think that way. I don't give a fuck what people's orientations are. What has that got to do with me? Do their orientations affect my life? Why should I care as long as they're happy?)
Then I have my Cos-butsu friends who posted their wishes in the group.
Thank you all ^^ I'm not in the mood to think that my existence in your lives are insignificant or someone you can do without. Because, when I start thinking that way, I'll also start thinking that it doesn't matter because I don't live for others.
See how strong I am?
I have a low tolerance for people who tell me they are almost having a breakdown from something. Big deal. If you want someone to be your pillar, I am available, but don't expect me to feed you nice words saying it's alright.